x . *princessdenise _]]

MOVED.

2005-07-06T14:20:00.000+06:30

right now, ezbel is sitting beside me. and she has already found out my blog link. oh so what the hell should i do ? simple. change link. (: get the new link from me. lovelove. <3

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2005-07-04T12:45:00.000+06:30

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE ! =DD

uhhuhs its now officially cherie`s birthday. we celebrated her birthday yesterday though. and right now, i shall talk about it. (: hmms you see, i wanted to give cherie a surprise ! so days before the party, i asked her if i could bring a guy or two. (: and obviously one of them was going to be elbert. otherwise what surprise would there be ? (: so anyhows, her daddie didnt allow me to bring two guys. so fine i only brought elbert as a present to cherie ! (: hahahs. it was actually jacinth`s idea. but she backed out later, leaving me all alone. rahhs. ): cos she thought cherie would get pissed ! but guess what ? it made her day. yayyerrs ! i so rockaye. wahahahahas ! :DD and elbert was late. seriously late laa. like fifteen minutes ? hello ? be more gentleman can ? and cherie had better not see that. (: so yihui, jacinth and choy yoke knew the plan already. well they helped though they had already backed out. (: thankfully justine gave me the confidence not to. she also assured me that cherie wont get seriously pissed. (: so i owe her a big THANK YOU ! yeahhs. well yihui, jacinth and choy yoke managed to persuade cherie and her maid to let them go down to pick me up. (: otherwise they whole thing will be so ruined. gosh. going up the lift really made our blood pressure rise. hahas. (: it was darn scary cos apparently, ms cherie chua hits like a guy. damn pain laa. she hit me twice. gosh. ): evil. poo. hmms and blahblahs. she got a shock when she saw elbert and ran into the room like nobody`s business ! (: hahahs. so cute right ? who would expect cherie to have done that ? haas. her mom was happy though. (: but her dad, uh still giving that stern look. yikes. he is kinda freaky ! hahahs. whoops ? (: soon after that they both cooled it. mmhmms. powerpuff denise saves the relationship ! hahahs. thats so rubbish. (: and just a list of what we did; played xbox, table tennis, billard, badminton, watched a korean show, had dinner, etc. (: the korean show was funny. but not that romantic laa. as compared to the others which i often watch. (: yeahhs. then i left at 9pm since they were playing xbox at that time. and i assume that they would continue. (: oh yes, we drank barcadi as well. i drank a bottle only laa. im not that crazy. hahahs. (: choy yoke drank a bottle and a half and she went seriously high. ohmagosh. she couldnt even tell the diffy between water and barcadi ! (: so cute laa. then anthea bluffed her that the water was 'silver barcadi' and she just drank. (: but we made her drink warm water laa. hoping that she would feel better. milk was given too. (: and as for the reddest lobster award, it goes to non other than yihui ! hahahs. (: she seriously has good blood circulation laa. and no, it doesnt mean that once your face turns red, you are drunk aites. (: im oFF.

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2005-07-01T20:00:00.000+06:30

HOHOHO. its the start of JULY ! (: wow whee ! time flies. hehs. and in less than two days time, its CHERIE`s BIRTHDAY PARTAYE ! (: yayyerrs ! how fun. aites that doesnt sound convincing enough. but ahh wells. who the hell cares. (: hmms im currently in a dilemma. sigh sigh sigh. will some trusted soul just help me ? urghhs. ): annoying. rahhs. anyhows today has been a long day for everyone. blahblahs. im bored to death. ): wheets ! i now have zhiwai to play with me. so OFF.

3oo6o5 *

2005-06-30T19:00:00.000+06:30

HELLO EVERYONE ! :DD

first and foremost, a happy birthday to YUFANG jiejie ! (: although she definitely wouldnt get to see this, i guess its still a form of courtesy laa. nono, courtesy isnt the best fit word here but i should suppose all of you understand what i mean. dont you ? (: ahh. and also many thanks to ervin for sending me kosmiklove ! yayyerrs ! i have been searching for that damn song for the past two days please. urghhs. so annoying. even ange didnt have it. so yeahhs. (: and nizar for sending me some new songs ? hahhas. though its not exactly my genre, but still. many thanks to you. mmhmms NODS. (: i still cant get over the fact that im crazy over trance. like seriously, i used to think that they are for ahlians only. and so was techno. but now, im listening to them. gosh. is that good ? (: i mean changes are good. definitely. ahh crapology. i want moonlight shadow as well ! rahhs ! forgot to ask him. SHAKES. my memory has worsen. alot alot. oh nonono. this is bad. really. bad. ): POO. nevermind i`ll try and get it another time. trance, trance, trance. hmms anyway, on to my day larrs. JUMPS. i had quite a good day today ! at least there was no chinese, no p.e. which makes us feel lethargic, no 2hours of continuous mathematics which is after p.e. and no physics. (: i do like physics but its just that i dont like doing my corrections and all. you know ms cheong is uber fussy about our corrections. we can do it over and over and over again. yepps. (: had english today though. but thank goodness mrs liow didnt quack and quack and quack. yikes. it would be horrible. especially on monday. she was kinda annoying. i loathe nagging. uhhuhs. (: blahblahs. everything else is fine. and ohmagosh. i didnt know i didnt have to go for amaths remedial ! geezus. i went in the end laa. cos mrs ang was like 'compulsory' when it so wasnt. so screwed. urghs. and my parents arent back yet. ): hurry come back. im hungry ! my dinner time has already been delayed by an hour. geezus.

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2005-06-29T18:30:00.000+06:30

HELLO ! (:
i love trance !
i love seaweed !
hehs. im so cranky.
over those two thangs.
like duh ? hahahas !
hmms im bored.
terribly bored.
SO BYE. (:

28o6o5 *

2005-06-28T19:00:00.000+06:30

HELLO PEOPLE.
justine is currently at my house. and im pretty sure she wants the world to know that. right ? (: anyways, GOOD NEWS ! ms gk goh will be back after two weeks ! yayyerrs ! now we wont fail our chemistry. (: or at least the majority wouldnt. new teacher was well, funny, nice, but certainly not an experienced teacher larrs. (: and by the way, she is an ex-MGSian <> YES. she just replied. instantly. wow ? haa. hmms what more ? had physics clearing up thang after school. from 2.30-4.00pm. after which justine came over to my house. at first we left were supposed to wait for grace, since she lives rather near me. but then we left first since time was running out. NODS. but then we coincidently met again at the bus stop. lolls. ohs and there was this lunatic teenage boy, in a bus, who smiled and i was like uh. he looked nerdish, darn nerdish. and for a nerd to smile ? sheesh you can imagine. plus he even turned behind and smiled after the bus was leaving. ohmygosh that so freaking sucked. im off.

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2005-06-27T18:30:00.000+06:30

hellos ! (: its the first day of school today. yes, definitely not a good thing. yikes. but anyway, we had chapel as per usual, monday mornings, monday blues ! (: hmms then had physics. thankfully chapel time ate into physics lesson, otherwise i would definitely have got slottered by ms cheong. (: and despite going back to school to do my physics correction, i still have a whole lot uncleared. rahhs. and thats not a good sign i know. (: but anyway, english was up next and our class annoyed mrs liow pretty badly. and give me a good reason why im so not surprised at all. hahhas. (: practically the whole class didnt do our english holiday assignment. i did most though, but left out one or two here and there. be thankful i did at least. (: so anyway we had e mathematics, literature and a mathematics after recess. mmms many things had happen during the june holidays. (: the bad news is; ms goh is uberly sick. she aint teaching anymore. sigh. she is a great teacher im telling you. one of the best. (: i hope she gets well though. but cancer is not one illness you can easily cure from. SHAKES. certainly not. ohwells. (: and another bad news is that mrs diana goh is on course and a middle-aged relief teacher will be replacing her for the time being. (: at least its not a young graduate. think positive kiddies. mmhmm and the good news now ! mwahahahahs. (: ms gina kunalan is married ! to a guy named michael thomsett ! and he is an english man. woohoo ! thats so cool. (: he is like fourteen years her senior though. gosh. but then again if both of them truly love each other, age doesnt matter. (: her diamond ring is so pretty. gosh. like melody mentioned, we want something like that next time. (: heh we sound so horrid. aites, nevermind about that. uhs and then i asked her quite alot of questions. interesting ones of cos. (: denise doesnt interrogate on non-hot stuffies. hahahs. and now i begin to wonder. when is ms june tan getting married ? (: its fun and nice having to see your teachers change their surnames and you can have a great time teasing them and all. (: what else on the first day of school ? right meryl didnt come. she had a fever. at first we didnt know so we thought she was playing truancy ! (: or perhaps she had forgotten that school starts this week. but then we saw her younger sister - michelle ! (: and taahdaahs the truth reveals itself. NODS. so thats about all for the first day of school. boring ? i agree.

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2005-06-23T20:00:00.000+06:30

HELLO ! (:
yet another fruitful day i had. woke up pretty early this morning. at lets say, 9.10am ? (: i take at least 10minutes to get up. daddie then fetched me to school. had amaths remedial. for those who failed. (: and its practically the whole class ? except three smart arses. i failed by 2.5marks laa. wahkaos. sat beside cherie and marina. and not forgetting my dear kelsie beside cherie. (: kelsie was uber lame larrs. horrid child. and cherie ? equally kuku. wahahahahas ! (: and mrs ang was damn nice please. sheesh. she actually allowed us to eat sweets in class ! ohmygosh. she is like the first teacher who ever allowed such things to happen. (: yipes. i like her. and she even provided the candies & biscuits. gees ,, * had a two hour, two hour thingy with an hour break in between. (: went to kap with cherie and kelsie. had lunch there before heading back to school to continue. and by the third hour, i was awfully restless. ): horrible sehs. they should like, split it into two days that kinda thang. hmms, was obviously overjoyed when the session ended. then went with kelsie to dover mrt. (: was on my way to meet melody at tiong bahru. and on the way there, we met two guys on the escalator who made me laugh hysterically like nobody`s business. LOL. (: they were standing infront of us on the escalator and then one of them dropped a packet of ribena. thinking that they accidently dropped it, i told one of them that he had dropped it. and know what was his response ? he was like. 'OH, IT WAS DONE ON PURPOSE.' (: i couldnt help but to start laughing. and then he was like, sshh, sshh, that kinda thang. so yeahhs. made me laugh even more. goodness gracious. who in the right mind would actually say that ? i wonder. (: so kelsie and i say anything and when we finally got off the escalator, they turned back and said 'thanks'. i was like, ohmygosh ! hahahs ! ooh. and kelsie said one of them looked like a japanese actor. (: perhaps, just perhaps, she is fond of him. bleahhs. hope she doesnt see this. or hope her darling lionel doesnt see this. (: hehs. and then i was supposed to meet melody at tiong bahru mrt ? but we ended up meeting on the train instead. pure coincidence ? you could say so. then we took a 33 down to the third place where we attended this christian thang. (: well, i gotta admit im not fully a christian yet. and sometimes i really ponder. why do people wanna name themselves 'christians' ; 'catholics' ; 'methodists' ; etc ? i mean, its only a name. (: for me, what matters most is that you know God/Jesus exists, you believe in Him, you accept Him as your personal saviour and know that you are a sinner. (: why bother saying some prayer to let the world know that you have accepted Him as your personal saviour ? (: i wouldnt mind if i do it privately with one-two friends or alone though. frankly speaking, i have never said that prayer. (: perhaps i just have a different opinion on things. i know He exists, i believe in Him and i do know the fact that i am a sinner. (: i mean, which idiot doesnt know that he/she is a sinner ? please. and why do you have to go to church every sunday ? learn more ? well, you would most probably hear more experiences from your dear seniors. (: but seriously, thats about all. the rest, you can just do it on your own. so why go to church ? thats one thing i cant understand. if i have a choice, i would pick a religion whereby is similar to a christian, yet not. (: i prefer praying, singing praises and all all on my own. or most, with my brother. (: if anyone could find a better reason on going to church, enlighten me. otherwise, bug off. i loathe those stupid christians/catholics/methodists who drag people to church. they really annoy the hell outta me. (: and when i say drag, i mean getting someone to go against their own will. OFF. till then.

BACK ! (:

2005-06-21T12:10:00.000+06:30

oh motherfcuking shiat. i updated so friggin much and stupid blogspot had to crash down on me. screw it. im sick of updating. so annoyed. anyway, i basically had alot of fun and i won myself a medal. silver. yayyerrs ! thats all. wanna know anything, just sms me or message me on msn. hate this.

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2005-06-10T19:00:00.000+06:30

so long my dear friends. (:
im off for a competition. (:
to pattaya ! yayyerrs ! :D
wish me good luck ? haha.
will miss you all alrights. (:
LOVELOVE. <3 till then.

SHOPPING ,, *

2005-06-09T18:25:00.000+06:30

GOOD EVENING KIDDIES ! :DD wahahahas ! i just went shopping today with my mom ! :DD just love shopping with her ! cos we both shop extremely fast. and whats more ? SHE PAYS FOR MY STUFFIES ! yayyerrs ! :DD hmms. lets rewind to last night first ! uh, my brother slept in my room ! :DD yahhs. NODS. and we stayed up until about two plus ? nearly three. was looking through some lyrics. :DD MUSIC IS MY LIFE ! hahahs. wait a minute. since when was i so cranky over music ? weird. ohwells ! :DD woke up at around eleven plus this morning. went to far east plaza with my mom. :DD she went for her haircut ! yahhs. then we bought my shampoo and conditioner there as well. wheets ! :DD hope my hair colour doesnt come out that fast. yikes. PRAY HARD. after moms haircut, we went to this fashion ! :DD i bought a mini denim skirt there. mom got herself a pair of pants and a top ! :DD shopping just rocks please ! we shopped till moms legs were cramp. hahahs ! =\\* but it rocked after all so everything is worth it ! :DD went to paragon after which. shopped at metro cos there was a topshop there. :DD wanted to go wisma atria but reckied that paragon would be better. more variety ! :DD yahhs. bought more stuffies there. i just love topshop ! love their designs and everything for that matter ! :DD got two tops from there and also bought another skirt. its so friggin' short. >_<" but uber uber pretty ! and comfy ! comfort is the most important thing for me please ! :DD yeahhs. bought two tops and two skirts altogether. not very much. otherwise QUACK from dadd. =x im off.

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2005-06-07T20:00:00.000+06:30

it has been a rather long time since i have updated my blog. but anyway, here it goes. life has been great for me i guess. yahhs. and i had two dreams yesterday night. one was extremely sweet, obviously with regards to romance. xpp while the other was a nightmare. though it was only a dream, i was pretty traumatised when i woke up. even till now, i can still remember the name of that "baddie" ! laffs. hmms. woke up slightly before nine o'clock, thanks to that stupid nightmare. rahhs. but anyway i was supposed to be up by that time, cos i had to go back to school to meet ms cheong ! wahahahas ! was supposed to meet her like, last friday ? marina needed to do so too cos we both didnt hand in our files for more than a week ? bleahhs. xpp anyhows, we both didnt turn up on friday. but please, we so didnt plan it alrights. im a guaikia can. =x urmms. after which, i went to far east ALONE. yesh, pity me ? hahhas. went to colour my hair. the base is still black. only difference is that it has a slightly reddish and brownish tone. its not that obvious, unless under sunlight, so i doubt i will get caught by those stupid prefects in school or by the teachers themselves. yeahhs. cut my hair as well and, uh, i look darn bitch please. its rather horrible. no idea why i agreed on that hairstyle. but if you dont try, how would you know ? shall end here. i seriously am craving for the tv. POOF.

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2005-05-26T19:00:00.000+06:30

cheer up denise. =]] * alrights. was just arguing with some cheap whore earlier on. gee. she acts as though she knows me inside out when she clearly doesnt. and what a chicken she can be. she doesnt even dare meet me and physically fight it out. omg. and she said wanted to call her gang to whack me up using slippers ? laffs. gee. dumb slut. she couldnt even answer properly when i asked her what status she is. loll. loser kia laa. wahahahs. great, im feeling bitchy. ohwells, no harm bitching about two more who have annoyed me. xpp well, one of them was such a loser today. gee, i have no idea why im using the word - loser. but nevermind about that, its not an important thingy. yahhs. so back to that girll. omgg. she doesnt even know our school rules. we are so allowed to reserve a space or help two friends buy their recesses. hell man, she didnt know that. and once again, ACTING smart, she called the prefects and asked the prefects to book my friend. gee, girl. you just made a full out of yourself. hahahs. serve you right. blame it all on your stupidity alrights. dont blame me for being such a bitch cos i just cant stand your face. gee, quit thinking so highly of yourself. bug off girl. and as for another girl, she is in my class. no hatred towards her, but i just find her kinda irritating laa. you know what ? she was so retarded larrs. went to write a letter to my other classmate. and guess what she wrote ? first, she asked 'why are you ignoring me ?' that already sounds so wrong. go find other friends then. its not as if you cant survive without that particular girl. well, if you happen not to be able to find other friends, then live without friends. after all, out of the millions of friends one may have, only one or two would be real friends yeahh. and second sentence was even worse. it wrote 'i know im fat but can you give me some time to slim down ?' followed on by 'and its not my fault to be ugly right ?' it aint the exact quotation but yepps. its foolish of how she can write that way. look man girl, please wake up, true friends shouldnt even care about how you look. no matter how tall, how short, fat, skinny, ugly, pretty. no one cares alright. all we really care about is your attitude. your personality as a person. thats what that attracts friends to you. so just change your character. you keep talking about yourself. how pityful you are just because your father doesnt allow you to watch the television or something for that matter. please man. if you quit on all these nonsense, you would definitely get more friends. and kindly give people some air to breathe, dont stick to them like glue. gosh. i cant believe i actually have to say all these. i expected her to have some common sense. hahahs. gee. ohwells, all sorts of people exist. its only a matter of how exposed you are to all these retards and smarties. =D change the topic. i received my report book today, as well as some slip of paper which states my position in class. well, i didnt get top for sure. if i have not mistaken, it should be faith. =D but she really did study hard for it yahhs. i guess im kinda pleased i didnt score that badly, considering the fact that i only studied two hours for each subject before the exams. oops. mmhmms. hopefully mrs liow doesnt call my mommy. =D she said she will call some people`s parents laa. those who failed, didnt do that well, or those who deserve to be praised. hahhas. gee, i highly doubt she would praise any of us slackers. =D as i scan through my report book, i just find myself going up and down. in secondary one, i scored extremely poorly. then did relatively well in secondary two and right now, im going down the drain again. =D pray hard that my marks would go up during my secondary four year. wahahahs. its the o'levels alright. im definitely gonna mug mug mug ! shall force myself to do so even though i may not be in the mood. i cant really study and absorb much when im not in the mood. ohwells. =D here are some comments from my teachers. shall start from primary one ! its fun reading them cos most are not true. i repeat, most. =D

primaryONE;
(mid years) - A well-behaved pupil. She is capable of doing better work.
(end years) - Denise needs to be more focused and concentrate on the work at hand.

primaryTWO;
(mid years) - A steady worker. She has the potential to produce better results.
(end years) - Good natured, co-operative and helpful. She has been a pleasure to teach.

primaryTHREE;
(mid years) - Denise is obedient, quiet and attentive in class. She is consistently good in Mathematics, although she needs to improve in her English.
(end years) - Denise is consistently good in Mathematics and has improved in her English.

primaryFOUR;
(mid years) - Denise is pleasant and soft-spoken. She is capable of better gradess.
(end years) - Denise is friendly and well-liked by the girls. She has shown improvement in her work this semester.

primaryFIVE;
(mid years) - Denise has to be more focused in her studies.
(end years) - Denise has shown progress in her studies. She will certainly do better if she puts in more effort.

primarySIX;
* okayiehs. i`ll give you a brief introduction about my primary six life. you see, i didnt exactly mix with the best people around. in fact, i learnt many horrible things back then. thinking back, i feel that its kind of foolish doing all these stuff. trying all dangerous things and all. and to make things worse, i actually nearly failed for mid years. yes, i had a 162/300 and i have no idea at all how i worked so hard and got back into mgs. wahahahs. like i mentioned earlier, my life is full of ups and downs. but one thing that is for sure. i really have to thank my mom for waking me up. otherwise, i doubt i would be able to get back into mgs. =D i love mommy !
(mid years) - Denise needs to be more organised and to hand in her assignments on time without constant reminders. She has to be more focused in her work and has to work much harder next semester.
(end years) - Denise has shown an improvement in her attitude towards work. She has worked hard this semester and has shown an improvement in her studies. She should continue to strive for excellence.

secondaryONE;
* another short introduction about my life as a secondary one student. mrs ang was right. i needed to get serious in my acadamic life. i kept playing all day and sometimes, i just go out of hand. my parents gave me freedom, yet i took advantage of it. did badly in secondary one. perhaps it was due to the thought of 'holiday' year and studying friggin' hard back in primary six. ohwells. thats my past. and no, im not ashamed to let anyone know. at least i studied hard again in secondary two and had achieve good grades. =D jump jump jump the grades ! although my secondary two teacher didnt seem to appreciate the jump jump grades ! rahhs. horrid teacher. didnt she see my secondary one marks ? please laa. dont expect too much from a dumb shiat like me.
(mid years) - Denise is a cheerful and helpful student. She is very supportive of class activities and has the potential to do better. She must keep working hard.
(end years) - Denise must be more focused in her studies. She must discipline herself in order to achieve good results. She need supervision.

secondaryTWO;
(mid years) - Denise possesses much potential as she is an articulate and bright pupil. However, she must not allow herself to get easily distracted in class. With proper guidance and more discipline on her part, she is capable of better results.
(end years) - Denise has been trying her best to do well in her studies. She must continue to strive for better results.

secondaryTHREE;
(mid years) - Denise has a bubbly personality that endears her to her peers. Her positive attitude makes her a joy to teach.

mrs liow clearly didnt know me well enough. thus the 'makes her a joy to teach' ! hahahs. ohwells. this is an extremely long entry. i thank all those who took their precious time off to read it. LOVE YOU ALL. you may stop reading though. i know its darn long. but anyways, after school, i went out with kelsie, cherie and justine to plaza singapura ! =D ate at kfc there. and cherie kept complaining how fat she is. oh shut up. im fatter than you laa. and then we went shopping a little while. had a make-over for cherie. and frankly speaking, i think she really looked pretty, or at least more feminine. thanks to who huh ? who picked the clothings ? obviously me ! wahahahs. =x i just love shopping laa. cant help it. sad op isnt my type. otherwise i would have gone in to try too at the same time. =D i still stick to my usual. baggy tee and short skirts. oh yeahh ! with all the blackness. lalala. helluva rocks laa. admit it. hahahs. alrights, some people find it ahlian. but whatever, i dont really care. =D im me ! myself ! and i ! hahahs. why should i change my outing just to suit the trend ? in the first place, why follow trends ? they are retarded. i loathe it. imagine everyone wearing nearly the same as you. eews. its so not unique. and im not going to name the idiots who do so. =D yeahhs. after which, kelsie and i entered the arcade in our school uniforms ! laffs. and those people didnt catch us laa. cherie followed in as well, leaving poor justine all behind. justine doesnt like arcades. dont ask me why. but i love arcades ! and so does kelsie. =D without them = NO FUN. and then this cherie left the arcade in less than five minutes. sheesh. she said the fellar at the counter was staring as us and so were the surrounding people. hahhas. no harm done going in with school uniform what. and if you think that that tarnishes the school`s reputation, i totally disagree. have you not seen any ri guys entering arcades ? well, i have. so yepps. OFF.

25o5o5 *

2005-05-26T06:50:00.000+06:30

had a terrible day today. that clearly explains why i met chua yuan pin AGAIN. gees, i always bump into him. stupid idiot. whats more, he lives one bus stop away from me for the time being. =D im shifting ! yayyerrs ! JUMPS. hopefully i wont get to meet him again. alrights, as i was saying, had a bad day. yes. extremely bad one, in fact. supposed to go macritchie [whatever the spelling yahhs] for cross country run. but due to the heavy rain, the run was cancelled while everyone was heading towards there. thus we all had to make a u-turn, as in the everyone who were on the way there ! blahblahs. and nice me ! hahhas. i actually went to macritchie to fetch choy yoke laa. stupid sowie ! should have been mean and left her there without transport back to school. wahahahs. =x lets see. hmms, when we went back to school, we watched a movie. it was seriously darndarn nice ! but sad man. the daddy died in the end. SOBS. at first, me and choy yoke didnt know. omg. how foolish. ohwells. i have like, exceeded my sms limit. thanks to the macritchie thingy. RAHHS. the tchers ought to be shot. pay me mans. gees. =\\* urmms, after school, went out with kelsie to plaza singapura. yahhs. NODS. went there for lunch and take neoprints. full-stops. yepps. kelsie, if you are reading this, i just want to let you know that im sorry ! abandoned you before your church friend came. SHUCKS. sorry laa. >.< " ;; alrights. im OFF.

24o5o5 *

2005-05-25T11:50:00.000+06:30

just came home, as usual. went to imm to find new bed sheets for my new house. =D but sad to say, none was of my type. hahahs. there was one which i rather liked. however, there was no bolstie cover. RAHHS. it was beige in colour, together with a tinge of pink and red from the hearts and lips. yayyerrs ! so rocked laa. and there was the words 'kiss me' on the pillow cover. =x would rather the words be 'kisses' instead. or something. 'kiss me' just sounds over sluttish, dont you think ? ohwells. then went to another shop where the stupid lady was trying her best to persuade me to buy. sheesh. found her annoying, really. its just too bad for im a difficult customer to handle, and whats more, i dont fall for things that easily. but when i do, do or die, i`ll buy it. hmms, what else ? went to kap for lunch with mansheel, yihui and chessa. though they arent my bestest besties, they are after all my classmates. =D yahhs. at kap, we saw this couple. at first found them rather romantic, but things changed when they saw the girl. so mean laa. especially this mansheel. mmm, to put it in a nice way, the girl was extremely huge. mmhmms. while on the other hand, the guy is skinny. yeahhs. this mansheel wanted to comment and laugh okayiehs. so mean laa. somemore it was infront of the girl. had to keep reminding her not to. =\\* yihui was trying to control as best as she could. seriously, the girl was abit off. if you actually get what i mean. she should have gotten a much bigger tee to cover them. i never wear clothes which reveal fats. =D its so unadvisable. anyways, have to go now. im tired. zzz.

23o5o5 *

2005-05-24T10:40:00.000+06:30

hellos ! `` =D alrights. i just came home. went to causeway point earlier on to get a couple of house phones for my brand new home. yayyerrs. and i met kenny there. yikes. but didnt exchange greetings. firstly, i was with my parents. and secondly, i didnt expect to meet anywhere there so i dressed awfully. =x anyway, here is a picture of him.

i kept bumping into people who looked like him these few days. no idea why. and mind you, he is extremely tall can. omg. minimum of 1.8m. sheesh. i felt like a dwarf as i walked past by him. rahhs. even had this strong urge to just pluck his head off. mwahahahs. then he`ll be shorter. =x oh nonono, violence is a sign of pregnancy. so in the end, i didnt do that. yepps. hahahs.

well, back to the topic. i was at causeway point. yes, to buy house phones. we went to courts after searching some other places. blahblahs. and know what ? a middle-aged couple was eyeing on the exact same phone as we wanted. and whats more, they grabbed hold of the last twin phone which was on display. =\\* evil people. didnt even bother to offer it to us. oh wells, too bad for them because the salesman who entertained us found us a new pair of phone. =D wahahhas. retribution laa. so yeahhs. thats all. i wanna go watch tv now. TOODLES.

22o5o5 *

2005-05-23T14:30:00.000+06:30

wahahahas. its been an extremely busy day for me ! and with no doubt, for my parents too. =]] * thanks a gazillion mom && dad. lets see. i woke up at NINE something today alrights. its darn early. awws. and believe it or not, i just came home from my new home -- the MARBELLA ! perfect house. its rather similar to a hotel resort. =\\* bet you girls [you-know-who-you-are] cant wait to see it. wheets ! oohlala. dad`s sleeping already. he must be dead tired. but that`s obvious laa. he worked really hard today, completely as much as possible. hahahs. so anyway, we went to the new house. and i cant remember what we did exactly. shucks. everything just went went went ! laffs. but one thing that is for sure. we had mcdonalds for lunch && supper. sheesh. fattening, and unhealthy as well. >.< " ;; but anyhow, supper was great ! hahahs. and omgg. when we drove thru mcdonalds, the lady at the counter said i was preetty. = she must be blind. mwahahahs. evil me. lunch was at waffletown. urmms, yahhs. nothing special. we went to the gym and had a swim after which at marbella. mmhmms. the pool was great. my brother && i practically went bonkas. we jumped from one pool to another. cos its like up and down that kind. so yeahhs. and before we jumped we said 'I JUST WANNA JUMP !' and POOOF. wahahhas. you know the song jump from simple plan dont you ? alrights. gotta go now. kinda late. eyelids are DROOPY. rahhs. OFFS.

2oo5o5 *

2005-05-21T05:30:00.000+06:30

hello my dear friends. =]] * anyone realised today`s special date ? its extremely special cos its 2o.o5.2oo5 ! cool huhs ? jacinth said loads of people will be getting married today. i want to get married today too ! laffs. though im only o4-teen plus. but who cares ? hoping to get married off by the age of twenty three. but then again, who would want a stupid girl like me ? doubt anyone would, seriously. anyway, i have no idea if im in shit luck today. i just swallowed an ant laa. omg. its the first time in my whole entire life ! gees. was drinking water earlier on. and before i managed to stop the water and ant from entering my mouth, taah-daah. its horrible i tell you. and what`s worse ? yes, my results. i cant believe i scored so freaking low for chemistry ! i usually get eighty plus. why am i doing so badly ? i just cant understand myself sometimes. its annoying to see loads of people who used to score lower than you score higher now. no offence to those people alright. and no, im not pin-pointing at anyone. definitely not. shakes. its frustrating. and whats more ? the teacher [not going to mention her name] refused to give me just one more mark to get an a1. she just dismissed me within a few seconds. i was like, what the hell ? in case some of you might have already noticed, yes, im using proper english. i guess that is the way to improve my english. i use way too much singlish // broken english. my grades are dropping. all dropping tremendously. its terrible, horrible and vegetable ? hahas. im kidding laa. well, what more can i say ? i screwed up my life once again. to be frank, i cried yesterday. and i dont have any idea how i did that but i cried till i couldnt breathe man. LOL. asthma`s taking over me. for all you might know, i`ll die today or something. and yesterday, i prayed to God. maybe its due to my poor results that i have no one to confront to except Him. i told Him ;; why must you do this to me ? help me please. i sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. hmms, i guess that should explain why i asked melody and HANHAN [bleah] kor for some christian songs ? i had no plans, nothing. i just felt like a loser at that point in time. miraculously, i think i passed one subject today after checking through my script. the stupid teacher counted wrongly and caused me to get so darn worried. i thank God for that. i believe it was His doing. He allowed me to pass one more subject, i think. each time im in deep shit, i pray, and know what ? He always helped me though i have to admit the fact that im not exactly the most loyal catholic who goes to church every sundays. yeahhs. actually, my point to all of you is, pray to God when you feel helpless. He exists, trust me. He will lead the way out. im really grateful. no words could describe my feelings when i realised that the teacher counted my marks wrongly. i knew that it was Him who helped me. Him who gave me another path to walk on. i thank Him for that. oh yes, and also about the bus trip. i somehow feel that it was my Heavenly Father who did it to comfort me. you see, i was on the bus with my friend from the a band. apparently, she offered me to sit with her even though i was standing. i did. then we began chatting with each other, obviously on the topic of our exams since it is now the hottest subject you could ever find. somehow or another, she told me that she failed two subjects, which is also the two i failed. moreover, she failed worse than me. i dont know. it was just very comforting to know that i didnt do that badly. but its still bad anyway. so yeahhs. pray to God when in need. [it would be better if you pray everyday but i guess christians like me only pray when i feel helpless or dont know what to do] He knows what`s right for you. He will guide you. all you have to do is to pray to Him and trust Him with all your heart. =]] * God bless all you people. alright, i sound like melody right now. or perhaps even worse ? but who cares. OFF.

19o5o5 *

2005-05-20T04:20:00.000+06:30

i seriously screwed up my own life.
destroyed it under my own hands.
i cant face reality just yet. BUT ..
one thing that i know is for sure
I WILL NOT GIVE UP.
going to prove myself. i can do it.
watch out ca3 and end years.

18o5o5 *

2005-05-19T12:00:00.000+06:30

sighs. im doing extremely badly for all my subjects. or at least for now. apparently ,, ii have gort 2 fails && 2 passes. beat dhart. failed a maths && physics. omgg. though ii do believe ii gort top 20% burt its still a FAIL. hello ? a fail. sheesh. its uber bad laa. cant stand it. geography had ~60 only. RAHHS. BAD BAD BAD. im flunking like everything ! gees. as for chinese ,, stupid laoshi refused tuh even entertain mie -- let alone give mie dhart half mark tuh jump a grade up. eviltic. bet she purposely one laa ! gnna bully her some more. xpp and tuh make things worse ,, some imposter of mine keeps smsing issac [victoria`x bf] && even called him tday or something lyke dhart. im nort sure bout it. victoria thinks its someone burt fact is ,, WE NEVER KNOW ! ;DD alrights. nitenite everyone ! lovelove yaas. <3

tikucf *

2005-05-18T12:35:00.000+06:30

LAFFS. some rrly retarhded arse is trying his // her best tuh make things worse between victoria && ii. oh wells ,, if yoo are reading this ,, let mie tell ya something. ii can control my temper well. =]] * love yaas.

17o5o5 *

2005-05-18T10:30:00.000+06:30

*hellos.

ii gave some thought earlier on. and ii wonder tuh myself sometymes. whie have ii destroyed my life in my own hands ? loads of things passed through my mind as ii packed my third drawer tday. yesh ,, its a success tuh mie larrs. xpp anwyays ,, back tuh the topic. hmms ,, ii saw many many tests ,, letters ,, home work assignments ,, etc ,, left in my drawer tuh ROT perhaps ! laffs. tests all had horrible results. as bad as less than 20 over 25 fer science. sigh. ii donte understand whard exactly is wrong with mie. ii did so friggin' badly in secondary two. secondary one was worse so yeahhs. sheesh. with regards tuh the home works ,, please. almost all are nort done laa. letters ? hahahs. arent ii supposed tuh study in school instead of play ? ii donte understand. whie did ii do all these nonsensical stuffies in lower secondary ? maybe its fated. my life is so full of ups && downs. sometymes ,, ii rrly wonder tuh myself ;; do ii know whard ii want in life ? is this the kinda life ii want ? sigh. its so demoralising. is this the type of life God wants mie tuh lead ? burt denchs again ,, if ii hadnt done so badly in secondary one ,, ii doubt ii would actually buck up. i`ll most prolly play ,, play and play ! :DD its so typical denise. hahahs. oh wells. unheppie thingys aside yeahhs ? sorrie tuh bring in such a sombre atmosphere at the start ! SHRUGS. ii jez needed tuh spill out my thoughts. ii cant possibly keep everything inside. its so nort denise. urmms ,, had a nyce debate tday. :DD yeahhs. it was lyke an argument session. dhose peeps spoke exceptionally well laa can. hahahs. only thing it seems tuh mie dhart the debators from acsi were FLIRTING with our mg girls. xpp okayiehs. im off now. LOVELOVE !

16o5o5 *

2005-05-17T09:25:00.000+06:30

*hellos. ;DD

hmms ,, had a great day tday in school other than the student forum thingy. yeahhs. had chapel ,, followed on by a true life story shared with some young pastor. he`x preetty cool ii have gotta admit. xpp hahahs. && he even gave us his website ! oohlala. can go spam spam spam. >.< " ;; kidding laa. after which ,, had some stupid GP batteries talk. omgg ! ii was bored tuh death during dhart short period of tyme larrs ! only thing ii could do was tuh imitate dhart stinky china accent fellar. eews. he`x GROSS. && he cant even pronounce the letter 'r' which in the end turns out tuh be 'l' =\\* nort despising him or anything burt ii seriously think dhart one should know his limits lorh. wahlaos. come tuh mgs [more of an english school ii would say] && have someone speaking with a chinese accent ? sheesh. horrendous ,, horrendous ! laffs. had recess denchs some quiz thingy on careerkey or something ? hahahs. its a great quiz. though my results donte seem dhart accurate tuh mie ! here`x the results ;;

Advisor Denise is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. Denise is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational. Recognizing the value of a good relationship, Denise is very patient and caring when relating to others. She is even-paced; and Denise usually remains calm and relaxed, even in situations that may ruffle some others. She likes the role of a peacemaker, when working through problems, Denise tries to rely on successful strategies that have proven results. Denise will usually test ideas against proven standards in an effort to be inventive; and can be very creative as she identifies new solutions to problems. She is an original and creative thinker, but acts in a rational way to make sure desired results are achieved in an orderly manner; although she is not afraid to "break the mold" if that appears to be the key to a solution. Denise prefers to work through problems by analyzing things that worked in the past. She is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if Denise has confidence in their ability. She is someone who is able to lead, if necessary; but usually prefers to wait and see if another person volunteers first.

rahhs. ii stiue donte think its a fair judgement of mie burt anyways ,, my opinion may nort neccesarily be other person`x huh ? ;DD oh wells ,, yoo are free tuh have yer own thoughts bout it. bleahs * && gees ,, ffer the career match thingy ? ii had exactly the same as charis laa ! omgg. ii donte wanna work in the same line && all with her. SHRUGS. she scares the hell outta mie. >.< " ;; whards more ,, she sat beside mie at kap tday ! STRANGLES. shall talk bout it laters. hmms ,, ii had mostly all sales laa. yepps. aspiring business ladaye ! laffs. nonsensical mie. blahblahs. okayiehs ,, ii seriously donte know whard crap im talking bout. im always so random. no one can actually tolerate it. oh man ! ii tell ya. ii wnna watch monsters-in-law !! sheesh. && ervin asked mie out on thursday tuh watch dhart show burt so happen. aiyarr ,, stupid release date. KILLS. poopoo. guess we may have tuh postphone the outing or some sorts. SHRUGS. ;DD ii rrly rrly wnna watch dhart show !! oh wells. who cares. onto the next topic laa. xpp yeshyesh ! ms bong`x baby ! shall put the picture here. uber kyoote larrs !! ;DD

THERE !! POINTS. ahhah ! lil' babie issac ! moo-warhks.* uber kyoote ayes ? hahahs. thanks faithie ffer posting the picture on msn grouppie ! lovelove ! && many thanks tuh ahpek tham who helped mie scan in the neoprints. should ii post it up here ? alrights. shall post SOME. laffs. im bored laa. nothing better tuh do. cant help it. too badds.

alrights. here are those taken with jus ,, kim ,, val && serene.

from clockwise bottom left ;; kim. jus. serene. val. mie.

ii look ,, WEIRD ! hahahs. kim looks nyce though. ;DD

juniors in front ,, seniors gtta SIT ! laffs.

onto the outing with melody ,, kelsie ,, jus && leah !

ii look spastic as usual. ;DD

front row ;; mie. leah. jus.
back row ;; mel. kels.

looking weird here. its as though my face has been disfigured by the scanner. =\\* oh wells ,, SHRUGS.

final && last one. thank mie ffer posting all these up alrights. x))

taah-daah ! green background. eews ? =x

heppie birthday *

2005-05-15T12:00:00.000+06:30

A HEPPIE HEPPIE BIRTHDAY TUH ERVIN KOH ! hahahs. ii think marcus koh`x better though. ;D oh man ! he initiated playing a game with mie ! lovelove him ! LAFFS. burt his hair style now sucks. eews. alrights. off. =x

shopping AGAIN *

2005-05-14T08:00:00.000+06:30

*helloos. ;DD

hahahs. went shopping again !! ;DD yayyerrs ! shopping rocks larrs. burt lyke i`ve said before ,, nono tuh shopping ffer clothes unless with parents. NODS. hmms ,, ii bought altogether a visor && a pair of earrings. actually ,, ii didnt buy it. urmms ,, its rather hard tuh explain. burt anyways ,, i`ll be nyce && give it a shot. as everyone ought tuh know ,, girls often exchange birthday pressies yeahhs ? && lyke last year ,, we sorta went shopping ffer everyone`x belated // advanced birthday pressie. ;DD yepps. its kinda cooll larrs. && by the way ,, its copyrighted by US ! so if ya gnna tell mie dhart we copied yoo ,, fcuk off. gtta life. hmms ,, my new invention of word ! 'gnna' ; 'wnna' ;DD instead of having an 'o' ; 'a' in between. somehow donte lyke it laa. okayiehs ,, back tuh the topic ! urmms ,, so we bought each other`x birthday pressie larrs. && everyone pays an equal amount. ;DD blahblahs. get it ? if ya donte ,, who cares ! =x BLEAH. urh ,, went tuh heeren tday ! our meeting tyme was supposedly 1pm outside old chang kee laa. burt thanks tuh who ah ? who was late by half an hour ? POINTS. alrights ,, dharts nort my point. we went shopping ! yeahhs. ;DD mmms ,, went with melody ,, kelsie ,, justine ,, leah ,, plus -- sorta nicole && natalie from b1. aiyarrs ,, confusing laa ! heckkaire. anyways ,, met christine at heeren outside hmv !! hahahs. she rocks hardcore. ;DD also took some neoprints cosh ii have never taken any with leah. ;DD hmms ,, denchs we went tuh takashimayaa. ii bought one piece of Godiva chocolate && it friggin' cost mie 2.4o larrs. darn expensive. whards more ? the stupid counter was damn slow. sheesh ! && ii even had tuh wait cosh the stupid idiotic cashier wanted tuh photocopy mah receipt ffer ii donte know whard idea laa. && ii think my face revealed the fact dhart ii was losing my temper so the fellar apologised tuh mie. =x horrid laa. eh ,, went tuh far east after which. && guess who ii met ? jasper quek ! hahahs. my ex bf laa. ;DD he changed alort already. more matured yeahhs ? yeppies. denchs after dhart ,, ii left. yahhs. dharts all laa. lazy tuh continue liaos. OFF. its friday the thirteenth tday. ;DD

shopping ! ;DD

2005-05-13T07:35:00.000+06:30

*hello my dear friends ! ;DD

ii jjust came home. from SHOPPING ! hahahs. more ffer accessories larrs. ii hardly go shopping ffer clothes with friends. even if ii trie && lyke it ,, may nort buy it. shrugs. wonte it be better tuh go shopping with moms ? dhey have cash. ;DD rahhs. playing solitaire showdown with peter again. hahas. horrid ! gotta update so friggin' slowly again. poopoos ,, * anyways ,, ii woke up at bout 1o.45 this morning ! hahas. late ? nahhs ,, definitely nort. shakes. hmms ,, took 184 tuh clementi. && on the way ,, met some crappio fellars. dhey were darn funny larrs ! ;DD hahahs. from st francis methodist. confirmed by ervin. yeahhs. nods. some fellar was sitting two seats in front of mie larrs. denchs another was standing at least 2m away. && dhey kept talking tuh each other lyke dhart. yeahhs. denchs the fellar sitting in front of mie was lyke 'who went tuh tell blahblahs ?' donte remember the names. =x && denchs the other fellar was lyke. ii think its blahblahs. urmms ,, denchs the guy in front asked who told him while the fellar behind gave him a cheeky smile. yeahhs. im preetty horrid at telling stories so forgive muie if yoo ghet confused. laffs. denchs the fellar ,, whom dhey didnt want tuh tag along with them ,, called the fellar`x [who was standing] handphone. && denchs he passed the phone tuh the fellar sitting two sits in front of mie larrs. and denchs within less denchs one minute ,, the guy was lyke 'no battery already larrs ,, battery low' or something lyke dhart denchs he went 'hello ? hello ?' hahahs. ii bet it was fake larrs. ;DD ii started giggling abit larrs. && the fellar sitting saw burt guess he didnt say anything. yeppies ! urh ,, lets see. ii went tuh clementi mrt ,, took the train towards city hall there && jus as usual hopped onto the back of the train. nods. mmms ,, took all the way tuh orchard mrt denchs headed towards far east plaza tuh shop first. kimberley was obviously late. vall && serene came on tyme larrs. only juss && ii were early. hahas. shouldnt we receive a prize ffer dhart ? xpp hmms ,, went all over the place. bought a cap ,, ring ,, earrings && nailpolish. basically all ffer accessories ? yeahhs. spent lyke 4o+ bucks larr. brought nearly 7o though. ;DD yupps. urh ,, nothing much already larrs. we took neoprints again. three rounds of it. yeahhs. off. lazy tuh continue. BLEAHS.

exams are over ! ;DD

2005-05-12T10:10:00.000+06:30

*hellooos ! ;DD

ii hereby declare dhart my exams are OVER !! `` YAYYERRS ! JUMPS. ;DD hahahs. anyways ,, life rocks. && ii guess after chatting with my closies ,, ii derived tuh a conclusion whereby im breaking off all ties with victoria ng ! ;DD ooh ,, dhart sounds serious. laffs. and as yoo could see ,, im brite && heppie ! back tuh norm. hahahs. chatted with three people. one ,, well ,, couldnt rrly give mie an answer burt at least he comforted mie by hoping dhart we will be friends again ? burt doubt dhart would ever happen. ;DD she`x stubborn && well ,, ii donte rrly see a need tuh be friends with her though ii would prefer having a friend instead of an enemy ! alrights ,, dharts darn obvious. ha ! ii never apologise tuh people who start the trouble. ;DD whie should ii anyway ? donte seem tuh owe her anything ! its more lyke she owes mie yahh ? stealing && distrust. something ii detest in a relationship -- be it with friends // steads. ;DD besides ,, ii reckied dhart she aint worth my temper larrs. so whie get annoyed ? BLEAHS. ohs ,, and even if she is gonna gossip bout mie ,, ii wonte care. yeahhs. && ii wonte leak out her secrets. dharts a promise. after all ,, she WAS my friend. ;DD hmms ,, the other two ,, are my bestest pals ever alive && kicking ! thanks ffer always being there ffer mie when ii needed yaas. <3>.< " ;; mambo maddness. anyway ,, we continued walking tuh suntec city ,, bought tix ffer coach carter ! whee ! ii never regret watching dhart show. SO TOTALLY ROCKED. <3 it ! mmm. yeahhs. especially dhart guy which melody THINKS is handsome ! omgg. he`x sooo kyoote ! ;DD and mells ,, kyoote nort equals handsome alrights. hahhas. dhey are all cooll larrs. && it was embarrassing cosh ii kept clapping my hands and cheering while dhey played a match. hahahs. oops ? oh wells ,, its always good tuh enjoy yoorself. donte ya agree ? ;DD wait wait ! before dhart ,, we went tuh this fashion && carrefour tuh buy a drink. sheesh. our crapperoonie ideas again. hahahs. bought a whole large bottle and shared it. whards more ? we only had mini cups tuh use. was horrid. burt thank goodness we sat at one corner where hardly anyone would notice. xpp jus went mad can. she jjust kept cheersing && cheersing lyke some ahpek larrs. oh nonono ,, she is one ! right juss ? laffs. aiyahhs ,, so difficult tuh update && play a game at the same tyme. shall end here ! love love ! ;DD

quizzie *

2005-05-11T06:30:00.000+06:30

HAVE A BREAK; DO MY QUIZ.
omgg ,, dhart sounds rrly LAME !
oh wells. here`x the linkk ;;

http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050510035941-220928

IM BRITE && HEPPIE AGAIN !
hahahs. no one`x worth my temper.

fcuked up *

2005-05-11T00:50:00.000+06:30

THIS WHOLE ENTRY WOULD BE IN CAPS && DEFINITELY FULL OF VULGARITIES SO PLEASE DONTE READ ON MELODY. II SERIOUSLY NEED TUH VENT MY ANGER. IM FCUKING PISSED. PISSED WITH WHO ? DHART BIATCH. NO NAMES SHALL BE MENTIONED IN HERE. ITS CLEARLY STATED DHART IM ONLY VENTING MY ANGER && NOTHING MORE. I`LL TRIE TUH KEEP TUH MY WORD BURT DONTE BE SURPRISED IF YOO SEE MIE SCOLDING HER. YEAHHS.

FCUKED UP BIATCH. YOO FCKUING KNOW WHO YOO ARE LARR KKAYS. SLUT. QUIT THINKING YOO ARE OH-SO-MOTHERFCUKING POPULAR ALRIGHTS. && STOP MIXING WITH THOSE SUPPOSEDLY FCUKING COOLER PEOPLE. FCUKING QUIT TELLING MIE DHART YOO DONTE WANNA BE FCUKING COOL COSH ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS LAA. CCB. AND THINK YOO ARE PREETTIE ? LOOK INTO THE MIRROR LAA. II KNOW IM FCUKING GOOD AT INSULTING PEOPLE`X FACE SO II SHALL BE UBER NYCE && NORT SAY A FCUKING THING BOUT YOORS. BESIDES ,, I`VE BEEN KEEPING THE RECORD OF NORT INSULTING A FCUKED UP PERSON`X FACE FFER MORE THAN A YEAR && YOO ARE SO FCUKING NORT WORTH MY FCUKING BREATH. RAHHS. SCREW YOO BIATCH. SLUT. WHORE. YES WHORE. DESPORADO. DHART WORD SERIOUSLY SUITS YA. LYKE REALLY. KEEP MENTIONING BOUT BOYS. OH ,, AND II REALLY PITY YOOR BF. POOR FELLAR. HAS TUH TOLERATE ALL YOOR FCUKING CRAP. BURT DENCHS KNOW WHARD ? DOUBT YOOR RELATIONSHIP CAN LAST ANYWAY. AFTER ALL ,, MOST OF YOOR RELATIONSHIPS NEVER LAST MORE THAN 2 MONTHS. PATHETIC. HOW MUCH LOVE CAN MANIFEST DURING DHART PERIOD OF TYME ? DONTE THINK ITS MUCH. BACK TUH THE TOPIC ON YOO BEING A DESPO. WHIE DONTE YOO JJUST FCUKING GO TUH GEYLANG && SELL YER BODY ? MOREOVER ,, YOO THINK YOO HAVE AN UBERLY FANTASTIC FIGURE DONTE YA ? HAH. EVEN IF YOO DONTE SAY IT OUT ,, PEOPLE ALREADY CAN TELL. IM GONNA BE NYCE NOW && NORT SPILL YOOR DEARIE LIL' SECRET UNLESS YOO FURTHER PROVOKE MIE. IM NORT A VEHH NYCE GIRL TUH PROVOKE YEAHHS ? RUMORS SPREAD AROUND AS HOT AS FIRE WITH MIE AROUND. THINK THE FCUKED UP MAJORITY OF THE PEOPLE SIDE YA ? HAHAHS. PUHLEASE LARRS. LYKE WHARD ***** SAID ,, DHEY JJUST DONTE WANNA BE A BIATCH && TELL YA HOW MUCH DHEY FCUKING LOATHE YA COSH DHART RUINS YOOR REPUTATION. SPEAKING BOUT REPUTATION ,, DOUBT II ACTUALLY BOTHER MUCH BOUT MINE. SO DONTE FCUKING PRETEND TA BE AN ANGEL && SPEAK UP FFER MIE WHEN OTHERS GOSSIP BOUT MIE. BY TELLING MIE DHART ,, IT REALLY DOESNT MAKE MIE ANY SOFTER. I`VE GONE THROUGH MORE FCUKING TRAUMATIC THINGS THAN YOO AND YOO COULD NEVER IMAGINE WHARD I`VE GONE THROUGH SLUT. IM TOUGHER THAN YOO. DONTE FCUKING TRIE MIE. PLEASE. IM OFF. SICK OF TALKING BOUT YA. GETTA LIFE GIRL. QUIT CREATING TROUBLE FFER PEOPLE && FFER YOORSELF. OFF.

o9o5o5 *

2005-05-10T12:00:00.000+06:30

hellooos ! :D

its rather late now ,, cant believe moms was uber nyce tuh actually let muie update. burt anyways ,, ii would lyke tuh compliment a bus driver. he`x sooo kind ! :DD and if it wasnt ffer him ,, ii would have tuh walk back home ! rahhs. wells ,, yoo see ,, ii lent my card tuh my brother tuh help muie top up more points at mcdonalds since he was buying lunch from there. taah-daahs ! he did && denchs placed the card on mua table. tuh think dhart foolish silly retarhded muie forgort tuh put the stupid ezlink card back into my wallet. so yeahhs. dharts whie ii had no card. bleahs. horrible yeahhs ? >.<" ;; whards more ,, it aint the first tyme. sheesh. burt tyme && again ,, these bus drivers are ultra nyce tuh give muie a free ride. mmhmms. nods.* guess im jjust pure luckie tuh be able tuh meet such people ! some bus drivers are terrible enough tuh make ya get off the bus. eeks. thank goodness it has never happened tuh muie before. hahas. yeahhs. oh wells ,, after tmr`x geography elective paper ,, there is chinese && FREEDOM !! `` :DD ii so cant wait tuh town. ii missh town. && SHOPPING. laffs ! ii promised loads of peeps tuh go out with them already ! yayyerrs ! TOWNERS ROCK. off.

o7o5o5 *

2005-05-08T12:40:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. :D

jjust came back from chess class. preetty late already larrs. && mom`x nyce enough tuh let muie play awhile. hahahs. anyways ,, ii finally learnt how tuh put on eye liner ! :D its preetty cool ,, seriously. && tuh think dhart denise doesnt know how tuh put eye liner before ? laffs>* weird eh. burt yesh ,, ii finally learnt how tuh put. :D yayyerrs ! hmms ,, met dhart biatch tuhday. eeyerr. see her face already wanna puke. >.<" ;; denchs she kept staring at muie larrs. wahlaos. biatch. slap her face. look whard look sehs. put eye liner only must stare. slut. vehh cant stand her lehs. she think she sooo darn chio ! shivers>* ii think my friends are tons preettierr denchs her. :D urh. whard else. oh yeahhs ! played with stupid timothy tuhday. shiat larrs. lost tuh him. >.O" ;; burt im nort dhart surprised. he has sooo much private lessons && on the other hand ,, ii only take chess as a hobbie ! :D hees ,, * could have won him though. burt haiyahs. shakes>* even the trainer alsho said dhart. >.<" ;; sheesh. burt guess whard ? he complimented muie ! hah. amazing isnt it ? tuh think dhart he finds my playing skills excellent. hah. mambo maddness. oh wells ,, exams are already here. && four more papers tuh mah freedom. :D its only three more days. must tahan larrs. yikess. after dharts ,, i`ll be towning everyday ! mwahahahas. town lyke nobody`x business. yippees ! ii wanna watch house of wax lehs. burt ii scared later ii scream && scream in the cinemaa. hehs. it would be embarassing. oh ,, and include the fact dhart i`ll be wearing my school uniform ! =x alrights. im off nows. thish entry should be long enough yeahhs ? and even if it isnt ,, who cares ! yoo jjust gotta accept it. whee ! :D

bully laoshi * :D

2005-04-30T05:15:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. :D

surprised im actually updating yeahhs ? its so friggin' rare ! so kindly appreciate it. :D ii had lots of crap with jjustine yesterday. laffs. and she gort mie addicted to minesweeper flag kkays ! horrible kiddo. sheesh. its the exams period and she comes and influence mie ! tsktsk. rahhs. now ii feel like playing that game ! poopoo. jusss ,, its all yoor fault. laffs. anyways ,, jusss and ii were going high yesterday while poor melody had to tolerate all our stupid jokes. and today too. yeppies. during laoshi`x class ,, we were having lotsa fun ! ii was bored and wanted to draw something so jusss took out her diary and asked mie to decorate ffer her. burt as we had expected ,, laoshi would definitely confiscate it so we took out one piece of paper from the diary. so ii decorated on that piece of paper. and jjust as ii was half-way doing the borders ,, laoshi jjust took the paper away from mie ! laffs. ii knew she would take it. burt in the midst of concentrating ,, yeahhs. hahahs. denchs jusss started getting high and obviously she gort mie high too. so happen ,, melody offered us an oil blotter each. a grin appeared on our face. can ya guess whard we did ? wells ,, we cleared the oil on our faces and denchs ii started laughing as ii drew on the oil blotter using an inky pen ! and guess whard ? laoshi confiscated it again ! hahhas. we kept laughing when laoshi held my dirty oil blotter ! sick ? yeahhs. ii know. laffs. burt it was pure fun mans. :D okayiehs. ii ought to go now. toodles !

first day of exams *

2005-04-26T05:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. :D

yupps ,, my exams have started already. had both english and chinese paper one for today. and ii have a strong feeling that ii screw up my english composition. ii felt crappy at that moment. shrugs.* ii wrote on the third question ;; give an account of an incident which caused you to experience overwhelming joy. and below ,, you will find the given questions ,,

[#o1] trust
[#o2] describe a tourist attraction in your country
[#o3] give an account of an incident which caused you to experience overwhelming joy
[#o4] the vanda miss joachim is singapore`s national flower. what do you think should be singapore`s national dish ? explain your answer
[#o5] the internet chatrooms are breeding grounds for crime. do you agree ?

it was really mentally retarhded of me to have written whatever that was on my paper. but oh wells ,, there aint much of a point crying over spilt milk. it was already done. the paper was submitted to the examiners. thats it. hahhas. as for chinese composition ,, ii spent like slightly more than one hour writing it only ? laffs. most would spend more time on that and less time on letter writing. doubt its the same for me. i somehow find letter writing more difficult. its such a chore to write a letter. give me two compositions instead and i`ll be eternally grateful. hehs. ii memorised some starts yesterday night so ii guess ii would have a little more marks. and laoshi kept coming to my table during the exam ! she wanted to read my composition okayiehs. cos ii finished it in an hour that kind of thing. so ii guess she was rather amazed having to know that ms rebellious denise ,, who is her biggest nightmare student ,, has written finish ! oh wow. but obviously ii wasnt that stupid to let her read. :D ii kept the composition under my table and smiled at her. laffs. so mean right ? TOO BAD. oh yeahhs ,, ii wrote the informal letter and question [#o4] which is something bout you did something wrong and you feel guilty so what did you do ? that type. yepps. ii wrote my personal experience cos apparently ii have too much things in life that ii regret about and that ii feel terribly guilty for. hah. sounds like im some bad kid aye ? nahhs ,, imma GUAIKIA. :D and im off to study now. BYE.

!@#$%^&*

2005-04-23T08:30:00.000+06:30

RAHHS. i have absolutely NO IDEA why some people just ,, HAVE TO IRRITATE OTHERS. they are so frigging annoying ! had two of !@#$%^&* who pissed me off today. one was jeff. and the other is none other than debs. urghs. jeff asked how i had the colours on my messenger nickname. alrights. thats perfectly fine. i explained to him. once. twice. THRICE. and even after the third time he still couldnt understand. is my english that poor or is it his ? sheesh. and he boldly told me "if you meant well you would have done it all for me" i nearly blowed like a bomb im telling you. who would be so retarded not to even know that messenger doesnt allow us to type the code ? oh gosh. and the next statement was "you bully me" PLEASE MAN DUDE. GET A LIFE. NO ONE IS BULLYING YOU. sickening ! yeahhs ,, i admit i blocked him for a short while till i cooled down. and know what ? after that he managed to get the nickname done in purple without me spilling a single word about it. what the hell. he obviously was all out to irritate me. and deb ? she copied me AGAIN. its not the first time man. and she copies regina mei too. her friendster profile has the exact same words "fairytale land" and nearly the same design. she just changed the smiley at the back. seriously ,, what is her problem ? does she not have her own style ? talking about pictures. it was regina and i who originated the coloured border. what is her problem man ? gees. and its definitely so not the first time she is copying. ive been sending her all sorts of messages through friendster. and even then she might not change. she still dared tell me once that she didnt copy. im like ,, hello auntie ? are you that blind not to be able to see ? oh gosh. all these people ought to be shot. frankly ,, i was that pissed that i could blast their heads off with only a kick. rahhs. ): evil nasty poos. had to made my day like THIS ! shiats. arghs. anyways ,, im off for dinner. the exams are nearing. its three days to the first paper. im off.

2oo4o5 *

2005-04-21T05:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos ,,

i cant imagine how low my level of determination i have. indeed i have broken the promise i made only two days ago ? i do have a reason for it though. i really have got to complain. as you should have gathered ,, i had a terribly awful day in school. shall not beat around the bush anymore ,, will spill those beans right NOW. first ,, MS GK GOH. i seriously cant believe how that question managed to pop out of her mouth. "how are you going to be a mother next time ah ? how can you tell your children to be hardworking when you are so lazy ?" oh please old lady ,, do bear in mind that hardwork comes along with sweet success [or vice versa]. urghs. you bias creature. you dont even scold the rest but me ! rahhs. so annoying ! by the way ,, i learnt the word "annoying" from you. alrights. enough of complains. shall be fair to her. well ,, she teaches well and i believe that gives a partial reason why i manage to actually get a twenty-two upon twenty-five. and have got to admit that most of the time ,, her words make sense. off to the next topic. LAOSHIat. what exactly is her frigging problem huh ? just because she spends a huge amount of time scolding her students ,, we have to waste our precious time to have remedial after school hours ? oh please ,, plan your time wisely will you. and another thing ,, forcing us to chinese and chinese and chinese would only lead us to copying chinese and chinese and chinese. that seriously sounds confusing. (>.O)" oh whatever ,, you get the underlying message. next ,, chua yuanpin. stupid guy. every time i see him ,, i always had a bad day in school or something bad will happen later. shrugs.* or even worse ,, he used to irritate me last time when we had tuition together. i found it more of a torture session ,, serious. but anyways ,, have got to compliment him for his new look ? he's apparently wearing contact lenses now instead of spectacles. and he looks better with it. hahahs. *pooofs. im gone.

18o4o5 *

2005-04-19T05:10:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. xD

i shall officially declare this to be my very last entry until my mid-years exams are finally over. and if you are sharp enough to notice ,, i have decided not to allow myself to use anymore singlish. perhaps with the exception of those smileys and commas ,, xD rest shall be typed perfectly ,, or so i hope. well ,, as usual after chapel ,, we had our teacher-student conference. and the moment i saw ms goh looking towards my direction ,, i knew she already had the intention to talk to me. for those who have been wanting to know what our conversation was all about ,, she actually reprimanded my laziness and questioned me why i was lazy and so on. frankly ,, i guess i have been slacking since the start of this year if you exclude the fact that i do study for my tests. i have been taking advantage of the comfort and luxury my parents have been giving me and i should suppose its time to change. a brand new me ,, thats what i want. often i keep telling myself how badly i actually want to earn at least 10k and then i began doubting myself after that talk with ms goh. did i really want it that badly ? do i really believe that i would be able to achieve my resolution despite my laziness ? and then my cousin flashed through my mind. why is it that even a normal acadamic teenager is hardworking enough to earn money outside while i just cant do it ? why ? its really embarassing typing all these feelings and thoughts out. but i guess after having all of you as my witnesses ,, this should push myself to work harder ? oh well ,, actions speak louder than words. im off. shall end this entry this way. shall not update anymore till after the exams. but who knows ? temptation does wonders. might not resist it.

17o4o5 *

2005-04-18T07:00:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. xD

ii jjust bathed. hehs ,, * woke up late this morning. scrambled outta bed ,, did the usuals and went to waffletown fer lunch. yippeees !. (^^v). jjust loorhve that place truckies. ate and denchs went home. to play table-tennis. hahahs. today seems like a rrly relaxed day fer mie. bleahs.* and believe it or nort ,, its eight days to the first paper. better wish mie loads of luck. and whatever ,, im still nort studying. maybe till laters. whee !. xD enjoy as much as possible before ii start mugging. and when ii do ,, no one is to disturb !. hohoho. donte tempt mie to play yoo lil rascals. xD anyways ,, went fer a swim after table-tennis. its good ffer asthma if yoo swim at the correct time that is. ii loathe getting attacks. rahhs. okayiehs ,, lets switch topic. mmms ,, tonight ,, we are gonna celebrate mom`x birthday !. hurrays !. burt eating peranakan food. yucks. urghs ,, although ii am peranakan ,, burt still. eeks. ohh ,, and christine jjust uploaded this picture. and ii think its seriously cool. cherie ,, if ya want it ,, get it from mua friendster or ask mie via msn kkays. mwarhks.* here it is ;;

yeppies ,, its a picture of US cheers-ing !. if there is sucha word. =\\* gees ,, cherie`x hand + a bottle ,, christine`x hand + a bottle ,, kimberley`x hand + a bottle and my hand + a bottle. xD and its all cherie`x fault. now im preetty addicted to barcadi. boo. off. gotta go blow dry my hair !. xD

14o4o5

2005-04-15T05:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos.

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYONE !. xD yesh ,, which idiot cant tell ?. denise is feeling super LOW again !. xD yipees !. FINALLY FREE FROM ALL TESTS. hurrays !. clapshands.* tralalalas. had donte know how many tests this week luhs. had whard ?. physics + geography + chinese. thankfully literature was being postphoned to next week !. xD ms kunalan hella rocks. whees !. xD hmms ,, had geography and chinese test today. and even gort back literature and social studies test today. omgg ,, tests every week. they are sooo gonna stress mie out someday !. burt neverminds ,, xD hmms ,, did vehh badly fer both tests though. had a 15/25 fer literature ?. rahhs. same as melody. highest was eleanor and annabelle ii guess. xD they did friggin' well. imagine a 21/25 score from ms kunalan !. ms kunalan`x darn strict luhs. burt she`x nice so ,, who cares !. xD urmms ,, as fer social studies ,, gort a 13/20. thats equally bad. burt nort as bad as literature. and guess whard ?. mrs goh owes mie a sticker !. hehs. she`x sooo kyoote larhs. giving stickers to those who did above average that kinda thing !. wheets. they both rock mah world. burt sad to say ,, social studies sucks hardcore. (>.O)" urh ,, whard else significant happened today ?. ermms ,, yesh !. MS GK GOH. she`x extremely proud of her reputation. she dares tell people that she`x strict. gees ,, * its like ,, whatever. and yesterday ,, she scolded mie VAIN fer changing my spectacles twice this year. rawrr ,, its seriously nort mah fault. once was cosh chinese new year was round the corner. so ,, ii bought a red spectacles to fit with the atmosphere !. xD ands denchs ii changed it cosh there aint chinese new year lerhs. whards her problem luhs ?. and it was freaky today. ii was trembling with fear throughout the whole lesson. especially when she asked fer mah name. ii knew that very second that she would ask mie to stand up and answer the question. sheesh ,, * luckily faith told mie how to do the thingy this morning. and a whole bunch of us were working on it. xD faith is sucha smart arse. her mathematics is pro-ded !. and etc larhs. both her mathematics rock. ii want her marrkks. if ii have not mistaken ,, she topped the class fer those two subjects. yay !. alrights ,, shall end here. should suppose this entry is long enough ayes ?. xD off.

heppii birthday victoria ,, *

2005-04-11T11:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos.

its victoria`x birthday today. so once again ,, heppii birthday to victoria !. xD partaye was kinda boring seriously. and please pray hard that victoria // melody doesnt see this entry. im having a biatch fit. and basically ,, this entry would be full of vulgarities so lets jjust hope melody doesnt see it yeahhs ?. she loathes vulgarities. anyways ,, ii reach victoria`x house kinda early. around 4.45pm. yeppies. followed on came cherie and elbert. oohs ,, they came together okayiehs. and they took their own swiit time to stroll. awws ,, how romantic !. bleahs* alrights ,, back to the partaye. urh ,, next was those three biatches ; sluts ; whores ; those fcuked up people from scgs larhs. they are victoria`x tuition mates. and fcuk em larhs ,, they suck hardcore. like ,, whard the fcuk lorhs. jjust cosh we were fcuking loud and noisy ,, they labelled us as fcuked up irritating annoying creatures. and they treated us as though we had some fcuked up virus and they had to fcuking keep a distance away. like ,, them on the second level and us on the first. screw those fcuking biatches can. its like ,, fcuk larhs. donte even know us and name us as irritating louad and noisy girlls ?. hello aunties ?. this is whard century already ?. its the 21st larh slut. and do bear in mind that this IS a partaye. nort some high class one. its a birthday partaye. whards fcuking wrong bout being loud ?. even my daddie thinks they are mad. yoo fcuking mad biatches. if it wasnt victoria`x birthday partaye ii think ii would have blown up at yoo luhs. even kimberley couldnt tahan them. she nearly wanted to leave ,, and so did ii. burt anyways ,, we jjust controlled our tempers. so to cut it short. FCUK THEM. fcuking biatches. fcuking sluts. fucking whores. fcuking prostitutes. go fcuking throw yoorself at guys larh. stop ACTING fcuking classy in front of us and all. cosh yoo are so fcuking NOT. ii repeat ,, so fcuking NOT. look at yoor fcuking faces already wanna slap seh. they are sooo annoying. yesh ,, annoying is the right word this time. gees ,, * suckers. getta life man fcuking biatch. and jjust look at their dressings ,, too plain. no style. rrly. its like ,, jjust sleeveless razor back with jeans ?. fcuk larhs ,, stop acting cool. yoo only fcuking get on my nerves. oh forget it ,, next time ,, jjust fcuk off cosh no one likes yoo. rahhs. and they were fcuking anti-social larhs. its like ,, see us noisy denchs go up to victoria`x room. who the fcuk do yoo think yoo are mans ?. biatch biatch biatch. fcuk yoo girlls. and yoo only fcuking tarnish the school`x reputation. ii always thought of scgs girlls as swiit and affable. till ii met yoo fcuked up biatches. arghs. whatever ,, ii should jjust cool it and nort waste my energy on fcuked up sluts like them. hmms ,, lets see ,, other than watching tv ,, playing truth or dare and heart attack ,, plus drinking barcadii ,, doubt we did much. screw the 'partaye' larhs. no offence to victoria though. she was perfectly fine. other than the time where she fcuking sided those fcuked up sluts and told us to sheesh. its like ,, fcuk !. its a partaye old-fashioned aunties. okies ,, gotta go sleep now. zzz. loorhve yaa all !. except those fcuked up biatches. mwarhks.* off.

o9o4o5 *

2005-04-10T12:00:00.000+06:30

*hellooos.

jjust a short entry im gonna update. ^^v. anyways ,, ii jjust came home from chess class. hahas. and omgg. ii seriously think that marcus koh is sooo darn kyoote !. lolls. and jjust before all yoor minds go astray ,, marcus is in primary school larhs !. like ii have said before ,, ii wonte get another bf yets. study comes first. yupps. ii feel damn guaii. oh wells ,, back to marcus. hmms ,, he has terribly fabulas features im telling yoo. and he`x hotter than my cousin -- keith !. hehs. and no johan ,, ii wonte stead my cousin. ha. marcus is sooo kyoote !. and jjust cosh ii won him in the game ,, he played with mie five more games in order to win mie in one game. whard the hell ?. and poor mie ,, had to play and play despite the fact that ii was rrly tired. =\\ * aiyarhs ,, anyways my main point is that marcus is sooo kyoote !. hehs. im off now. its late. gotta attend victoria`x partaye tomorrow so cyahs !. xD gone.

taiwan exchange programme. (:

2005-04-09T12:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos.

believe it or nort ,, ii jjust came home. yeshyesh ,, jjust took a shower nort too long ago. bleahs.* ii friggin' stinked. urghs. was damn horrible larhs. im basically the type who cant stand nort bathing the moment ii reach home from school [which apparently is much earlier than the time right now]. omgg. so horrid. yucks. ii even had slight rashes already. felt friggin' uncomfortable. trust mie ,, !. sound so msgoh-ish recently. even the 'trust mie' !. gosh. she always goes around saying 'trust mie ah girlls' and quack quack. yeahhs. ^^v. anyways ,, back to the day. no more ms goh and her crapperoonie. hehs ,, *

school ended on time burt due to secondary two`x family night ,, we waited fer quite some time before we managed to settle our pairings. it works like this ,, the ratio of mg girlls to taiwan girlls are four//five is to three ,, respectively. yeppies. my team consisted of justine ,, melody ,, meryl and hannah !. ^^v. we hella rock man. or so ii think. hmms ,, and we were paired up with the trio -- teresa ,, vivien and leanne. they were quite nice peeps luhs. in particular ,, teresa. reason being that she was our translator fer the day !. hohoho. burt ,, we seriously did improve larhs. yeaps.

oh wells ,, we went to king albert park mcdonalds fer lunch and ate there till bout 3.30pm denchs went to cross over the overhead bridge [cosh laoshi reminded us time and again that we cant jaywalk] =\\* denchs took 77 to orchard -- heeren ,, to be specific. anyways ,, gort there around 4pm. unsure of the exact time. oh wells ,, went to take neoprints as those taiwanese requested. see !. we are such great hosts ,, we fufil their wishies. ^^v. we rock right ?. hahahs. kidding larhs. after which ,, we went shopping and shopping. we were supposedly bringing those taiwanese fer shopping burt ended up shopping together too. hahahs. hope they didnt mind ,, rrly. lolls. it would be most embarassing if they were to complain bout us shopping too. hees ,, * ii didnt buy that much ,, only a pair of earrings and chocolate !. to munch on. hahas ,, who doesnt know ii can never sit still ?. urmms ,, denchs we went over to suntec city at around 5pm ii think. or was it 6pm ?. rahhs ,, 5pm would be a bit too short horh ?. aiyarhs ,, heck cares !. jjust went suntec. and went shopping a lil' while. denchs waited fer tortise justine [oops !. hope she doesnt see this !. hehe] to arrive. she`x as usual ,, late. hahhas. and this justine and melody kept calling each other hokkein names. and im like ,, huh ?. aiyarh ,, they both siaosiao derhs. nort like mie. ^^v. ii sooo guai ,, right ?. they called each other donte know whard larhs. also cant remember ,, actually its donte bother to. as yoo all know ,, suntec renovated ,, so we couldnt find the foodcourt. until princessdenise saw it at the corner of her eye. ^^v. hehs ,, * its princess okayiehs. anyways ,, we ordered like nobody`x business. and even gave those taiwanese a treat. yay !. xD thank goodness the aunty didnt accept their money. meryl even wanted to fight with them to pay. lolls. crazie ding dong one !. must be civilised larh. talk to the aunty ,, like whard ii did. ha. anyways ,, we ate and talked until we were ,, urmms ,, late ?. denchs we were like ,, oh no !. and we took a cab instead. hahhas. both cabs ended up about 6bucks. was preetty cheap ii should suppose ?. yepps. ii cant believe ii actually typed such a long long entry. ii feel ,, oh forget it ,, its indescribable. too bad ,, its jjust exceeded off my limits. hah. denchs when we went back ,, even laoshi praised us fer our great fantabulas improvement kkays. ^^v. frankly ,, laoshi is quite nice. no idea whie ii enjoy rebelling against her. shrugs.* anyways ,, off to bed now. darn tired. im beat out. off.

o5o4o5 *

2005-04-06T08:30:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. xD

hohoho. ii seriously think today`x date rocks. o5o4o5. whee !. burt ii think o5o5o5 would be better rights ?. 5th may 2oo5. hehs ,, hoping a miracle would happen on that date. shrugs.* shushies ,, ii still owe melody and kelsie a letter. ohs ,, and sowiemon too !. (>.O)" its choyoke larhs. choyoke rocks man. anyways ,, back to mah day !. urmms ,, had physics as the start of the day. and trust mie ,, ii did extremely badly fer my physics test that even ms cheong had to tell mie 'very careless this time' before ii left the physics lab. sighs.* im doing rrly badly fer everything. wells ,, maybe nort everything. yeahs. and guess whard ?. jjustine gort one mark lower than mie !. hahahs. she always gets slightly lower larhs. lolls ,, including previous chinese test where ii had 67 and she had 66.5. its darn cooll. ^^v. anyways ,, next was chinese. yucks. laoshi gort pissed with us again. hahahs. that explains whie qian laoshi quit mg. bleahs.* we rrly bully chinese tchers like crazy luhs. cant blame rights ,, ?. its mg girlls marhs. hehs. denchs next was a maths. gort back our test again. and ii did horribly. omgg. ii had no time to complete the paper larh. and ii was rushing so frigging much that ii copied the equation wrongly. ii obviously knew how to do that question !. burt jjust cosh of a plus sign in front ,, ii lost all the marks. wth ~ that seriously sucks lorh. (>o<)" sheesh ,, * had recess followed on by chemistry. aiyarh ,, ms goh told mie off again. she keeps calling mie a spoilt brat. please man auntie ,, im nort spoilt. im jjust ,, scared of heat ?. its like ,, the freaking bunsen burner`x darn hot !. rahhs. imagine if ii burn myself or something ,, is she gonna pay fer my hospital bills huh huh huh ?. hmphfs.* after which was literature ,, free period and social studies !. omgg. can zzz during social studies mans. damn damn boring larhs. (>.O)" and we have yet to get back our social studies test. rawrrr. alrights. im off !. toodles.

o2o4o5 *

2005-04-03T02:30:00.000+06:30

*hell0s.

hmms ,, woke up nort too long ago. and the interior designer fer my room is still lingering around my house fer ii donte know whard reason. burt anyways ,, ii was running through some peeps blogs. and yeahs. erika`x blog has this quiz. so ii decided to try it. here`x the results ;

I am a hybrid of:
Uptown Girl
Progressive Girl
Click on the pictures below to read more:
Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

taah-daahs !. and ,, ii gort some information of whard an uptown girll and progressive girll may mean from the site ;

She Might Be a Progressive Girl if:
She drives: a small SUV but really wishes it got better mileage; once she can get a good hybrid, she will.
She can talk for more than ten minutes about: just about anything.
She begins her sentences with: "Susan Sarandon says..."
She'd never: pass up the chance for a new experience.
She owns any of the following: a water filter, a tabletop fountain, an acre of rain forest, a mutt from the pound.

drives a small SUV ?. hmms ,, no idea whard that is luhs. burt ii guess its a car. a small car ,, to be exact. perhaps like a the vw beatle ?. rahhs ,, im rrly bad at cars. donte blame mie if the spelling`x off. shush ,, * hmms ,, ii gotta agree that im rather capable of talking fer more than ten minutes bout anything. hohoho. as fer beginnning with the "susan sarandon says ..." thats totallie out. xD ii wouldnt be named denise if ii started some sentences like that ,, seriously. never passing up the chance fer a new experience ?. oh wells ,, rather truee. burt that only applies if im nort under some circumstances. owns a water filter ?. a tabletop fountain ?. an acre of rain forest ?. a mutt from the pound ?. hah. none please. and now on to whard an uptown girll rrly is ;

She Might Be an Uptown Girl if:
She drives: a Jaguar, a Porsche, or a Rolls-Royce, or a limo with a driver and tinted, bulletproof windows.
She can talk for more than ten minutes about: being a debutante.
She begins her sentences with: "When we were on Martha's Vineyard..."
She'd never: fly coach.
She owns any of the following: an exotic toy breed dog, Waterford crystal, anything from Tiffany's, real pearls.

and the first sentence is absolutely TRUE !. ii always wanted a jaguar since young. man ,, x) limos rock my world too. hahahs. talking fer more than ten minutes bout being a debutante doesnt rrly suit mie. shrugs * oh wells !. and please ,, ii never begin sentences with blahblahblahs !. its so nort denise. honestly ,, ii jjust crap whatever that ii like. never fly coach ?. hmms. owns any of the following ,, ?. wells ,, have some real pearls. burt ii donte use them. its kinda old-fashioned though ii have heard from some that its coming back into fashion ,, burt yeahs. waterford crystal ?. that sounds rrly interesting burt sad to say ,, havent heard of it ! lolls ,, * alrights ,, im off now. sigh ,, paps jjust split. which means ii have lost a moms. sheesh ,, oh wells ,, CHEER UP KEVIN ! `` dottie will always stand by yer side. mwarhks * loorhve yaaas. <33 ; =D oh mans ,, after that gotta go fer njds. which stands fer national junior development squad. fer chess. yesh ,, believe it or nort ,, ii can sit there fer more than 4hours thinking. bleahs. better pray hard that ii donte have those nasty poopoo boys in my class disturbing mie day and night !. ohs ,, and pray hard that mummie allows mie to go fer asean again !. hohoho. denchs i`ll go with emily and all. mwahahahahs. and have lots and lots of fun at pattaya !. whee !.

happie april fools ' (:

2005-04-02T12:20:00.000+06:30

*hellooos. happie april fools peeps. anyways ,, ii have a new blog. i`ll update em alternately though. wouldnt be nice to delete this blog so yeahs. (: here`x the linkie. jjust in case yoo might be interested in knowing how my day went. http://sparksprincess.blogs.friendster.com/ off to bed now. beauty sleep ,, here ii come ! (:

31o4o5 *

2005-04-01T09:15:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

hohoho ,, finally no more tests this week ! yipees ! anyways ,, im gonna concentrate on mua studies lerhs. ii vowed before nort to get another bf after this month if ,, xD shall keep yoo all in suspense ! hees ,, * after all ,, im nothing burt a rrly boring girll. ii need more excitement to spice up my life ! xD ohh ,, another thing. ii jjust gotta another nickname from my brother. oh ,, and ii need to talk bout my test and gossip bout ****** ! rahhs. that girll jjust doesnt know her limits man ,, gees. someone talk to mie ! oh ,, and ii need to gossip bout another girll. arghs. cant talk it anymore. their character jjust ,, sucks ? (>.O)" yeahhs ,, ! its rrly frustrating and annoying having these people on earth. okayiehs ,, urmms ,, where was ii ? yes ,, ! nickname. hohoho. im TOMATO ! x) and my brother -- beansprout. mwahahahs. cosh we were chatting last night and we were talking bout baoyue [tha babe my brother likes ,, ! she`x rrly kyoote ii gotta admit] and denchs he was like ,, jie ,, whard height is best fer a guy ? im scared im too short fer her. denchs ii jjust gave him that diao look. and continued ; all ii know is that yoo shouldnt grow too tall or yoo`ll turn into a beansprout. and thats basically how ii came up with that. lame ,, yepps ,, whatever luhs. denchs we continued until talking bout p.e. time. and ii was like ,, aiyohs ,, everytime after p.e. my face turns supah red. like a tomato. and denchs he called mie a tomato from denchs. hohoho. new nickname ,, ii donte mind ! xD and now ,, test ! omgg. tell yoo mans ,, we had like ,, five tests this week ? today ,, three. hello ? it exceed the quota. rahhs. was supposed to limit to two tests a day rights TCHERS ,, ? boo. had literature test ,, social studies test ,, chinese test. how sickening lorhs. those evill people. and ii jjust realised that ii owed choy yoke a letter since ,, erh ,, two months ago ? hees ,, and she was coming after mie today fer it. =\\* oh wells ,, lets get back to tha topic. urh ,, whats next ? aiyahs ,, donte know larhs. my life has been in a mess lately. ii feel up. ii feel down. ii feel like im floating aimlessly everyday. shrugs* off fer dinner now before moms starts QUACKING !! `` x) whee ! xoxo.

24o3o5 *

2005-03-25T06:20:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

hmms ,, what can ii say bout today ? urghs ,, ii woke up and found that ii stained my bed. hows that ? rawrr. im having my period now luhs. and once again ,, ii shall repeat myself fer the benefit of those who donte know. im frigging open bout my periods and all. anyways which guy or girll doesnt know that girlls have period once a month ? please lorhs. denchs went to school. blahs ,, * first period was literature. and ii did my homework only when ii went to school. hurhur. what a guaikia ii am huhs ? anyways ,, ms kunalan was in a rather happy mood ii suppose ? or at least ii feel that she is. she`x rrly freaky sometimes. but denchs again ,, she can be rrly nice too. =]]* after which was a maths ,, followed on by social studies ,, recess ,, chinese ,, chemistry ,, and last burt nort the least ,, e maths. a maths was as usual ,, okayiehs. social studies -- urh ,, donte talk bout it. its my least favourite subject. and moreover ,, ii always fail it. hahahs. jjust fail one larhs. or borderline passie. thank goodness geography elective pulls mie up. yays ! `` that sure was comforting. shrugs * recess was common recess. thus ,, whole canteen was packed like sardine ! no ,, kiddings. ii was exaggerating. =x ohh ,, ms goh gave back our chemistry test two at that time too. burt none of us were in class. only gotta see our papers after we came back. yeppies. since mad-tham [justine] already knows my marks ,, wo bu fang gao shu ni men ba. =D donte come and hantum mie if my hanyupinyin is wrong kkays. we all know my chinese sucks hardcore. ii gort a 20/25. mwahahahas. believe jjustine should have gotten around there too. highest was eleanor. duhs ,, she`x super into science. hahs. a 24/25. clapshands * thats damn high can. urmms ,, chinese was boring as usual. stinky LAOSHIat flared up. its like ,, whats her freaking problem larhs ? and meryl was rrly silly to have went to the staff room to get back her diary. rahhs. burt anyways jjustine and ii concluded that laoshiat will never ask meryl to get it back ,, like she did fer mah case ,, cosh meryl`x a rrly soft-hearted girll. totally opposite of mie. wells ,, im nort rrly that hard-hearted. burt to some extend ,, yeahhs. and next was chemistry. ms goh was teaching on diamond ,, silicon ,, silicon dioxide and graphite. seriously ,, its boring. fastforward * e maths ! ms tang ,, =\\* oh wells. anyways ,, a biatch is seducing my brother. she told him she loves him. and wants to meet him at either our house or her house. ii was like ,, what tha ,, ? cheapo luhs. some more same school ,, whie cant meet in school sehs ? anyways ,, if she dares come to my house yoo`ll see mie with a broom. mwahahhas. im evill. and nasty. poo ! x) off nows. toodles.

22 march 2oo5 *

2005-03-23T09:00:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

sigh. ii have no idea why either. burt even though ii donte find trouble ,, trouble still comes after mie. whie mans ,, ? its damn shiatty larhs can. anyways ,, sprite rocks. hahahs. im drinking it now. whee ! and now ,, on to mah day. had physics first thing in tha morning ,, denchs chinese ,, a maths ,, recess ,, chemistry ,, literature ,, free period ,, and lastly social studies. fer physics ,, urmms ,, we were let off late from assembly due to some prize presentation thingy. thus we didnt have much time and whats more ,, we had a test ! shucks ,, it was like ,, 5 pages larh and 30 minutes. though ii believe all questions were do-able ,, ii didnt manage to do one question cosh of time constrain ! arghhs. stupid mans ,, * hmms ,, up next was chinese. boring as usual ,, =D and denchs a maths. seriously ,, mrs ang teaches damn damn fast larhs. ii donte even have time to work out. its like ,, she does one denchs she makes us copy denchs she continues without waiting. sheesh ,, ii wanna try luhs. evill. rahh. after that ,, recess ! went with kelsie. urh ,, denchs chemistry. ms goh was trying to be funny with us. she kept joking throughout tha whole lesson. made mie laugh till ii gort a tummy ache. gees ,, * that ladaye`x one weird one. burt ii like her that way. wahahahs. and ms kunalan came in punctual as per usual. no surprise. she seemed like in a happy mood today though ! and thats an extremely good thing. wells ,, at least she didnt send us all outta class like she did before. shrugs * free period was taken by ms tang. that ,, erm ,, donte know how to describe her. yeahhs ,, x) one thing thats fer sure. she stole our free period ! grrs ,, * we could have used that time to playy !! `` burt anyways ,, next was social studies. and kiasu b3 girlls obviously gort the front row with those rollie pollie chairrs ! =D whee ! comfort`x my number one. mwahahahas. ohh ,, and denise tan [b1 girll] wrote a note to mie. and apparently ,, some idiot told rongxin that ii called her a bimbo ? ii donte use that word kkays. or maybe ,, ii do. burt even less frequent than the f word. so yeppies. its nearly equivalent to a zero larhs. anyways ,, rongxin`x coming after mie and the other denise ? yeahhs. thinking of looking fer her instead of letting her look fer mie. its like ,, since trouble`x coming ,, ii might as well jjust solve it faster thens to wait and wait like some moron. yoo know ? oh wells ,, give ya comments on the taggie board ! lurfe yaas. <3 gotta go now. stinky daddie wants to use the commie. bleah. *pooofs !

4th day of hols *

2005-03-18T09:45:00.000+06:30

*hell0s.

hmms ,, today definitely aint mah day. sighs * ii played rather badly. no ,, actually ,, it was suckily. rahhs. and guess what ? ii jjust came home. late rights ? sheesh. all the stupid competition`x fault. arghhs. oh forget it. its no one`x fault ,, other than mine. =\\* urghs. its frustrating. ii mean ,, the last game was frustrating !! `` grrhs. anyways ,, woke up at about 7am again. and went to northland primary school again. and played three games there again. and went bowling at safra again. and ate lunch at safra again. yeppies. hahahs. preetty similar to the two days before ,, thus no need fer further explaination. =D anyways ,, first game played with jane wu from nanyang girlls high. and a draw would be understandable ,, cosh she gort 5th position in tha end. while ii gort lower than her. gees ,, * and denchs damn unlucky lorhs. played with charis wong from nus high next round. and obviously lost to missy third ! `` predictable larhs. next was with some raffles girll. and she`x urmms ,, lower than mie. burt ,, GAHHS. BLUNDERED MY PIECE !! sobs * oh wells ,, its over. gort a trophy anyhows ,, burt a sucky position. and the trophy looks kinda ugly and cheapo. =x okayiehs ,, im sucha complain queen. yeahhs. whatever. off now. cyahs. x)

3rd day of hols *

2005-03-17T09:30:00.000+06:30

*hell0s ! `` =D

hmms ,, had competition again. and played three games again. woke up around 7am again. and went to northland primary school again. and slept ,, in the car ,, on the way there again. hahahs. okayiehs ,, as yoo can see ,, i`m feeling kinda LOW. =D hees ,, * bleah. anyways ,, urmms ,, our first game was at 8.30am. and thankfully nort 9am again. lolls. aiyarh ,, all krystle`x + asykin`x fault. they made mie LOW. mwahahahas. with all their lame jokes and stuffies. bout tchers ,, students ,, etc. diaos. anyways ,, first round ii played with an rgs girll. her name`x shu yi ,, * and it appears to mie that many people dislike her ? even her own school mates. they wished mie good luck and all. gees ,, * ohh ,, and stupid xiau xi made mie so frigging scared at the start of the game. she told mie shu yi plays aggressively. despite the fact that she`x well ,, quite careless. =D thats a plusie fer mie. hahahs. didnt rrly occur in our game though. won her after all. and ii was trembling. omgg. sorta thrashed her. burt she resigned before she was being thrashed by mie ,, ? hahs. and guess what ? some idiots told her that ii was good. so we both were like ,, kinda scared of each other. and trust mie ,, thats the dumbest thing that can ever happen. seriously. anyway our game ended within half an hour. thus ,, we had tons of time ! went bowling with asykin and ezbel as krystle doesnt like spending money. hahahs. thrifty lil' girll ,, * =D next game ii played with samantha. and we decided to go fer a draw like ,, after the first few moves. cosh we ever trained with each other. thus ,, we derived to a conclusion whereby there aint much point playing with each other since we obviously know each other`x weaknesses. it will still end up as a draw larhs. x) hmms ,, ended within half an hour again. so we went to safraa. fer bowling. hahahs. denchs asykin and ii went to northpoint. and we both bought the imitation livestrong band. hurhur. yoo know ,, the cancer thingy ? yeppies. ii gort the piiiiink one !! `` =D and asykin gort the white. bwahahahas. and krystle ? she`x jjust pure jealous of it. whee ! and dench went back fer third round. and guess who ii was paired up against ? KRYSTLE LEE !! my school mate. urghs. burt she was nice larhs. she jjust let mie win. lolls. no idea why. burt neverminds. off ii go now. playing solitaire showdown with peter pater peter pan di di ~ what a long eccentric name. hmms ,, * x)

2nd day of hols *

2005-03-16T11:05:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

its been quite a long day fer mie. hmms ,, let see. ii woke up damn early larh cans. around 7am like thats. denchs had to rush off to northland primary school fer mah chess championships. by the way ,, its the 57th national individual schools chess championship 2oo5 ! =D hahahs. anyways ,, we had to report at 8am. and opening ceremony was at 8.30am. donte ask mie why they make us all reach there sho early. gees ,, * urhs ,, after thats was round 1 at 9am. burt yoo know ,, they are never punctual. thus it started at 9.o5am instead. hahahs. ii had a rrly long game with some chij gurll. nort sure which ij though. burt all ii know ish that her name`x celine lau. lolls. yeahhs. and man ,, though she has no ratings + a total noob fer competitions ,, she made mie think like crazy ! at last ,, ii still won her. bwahahahas. after about a 2 hours game ? nearly. bleahs. that sure sucks. after which ,, ii went to safra to meet asykin ,, clarissa and ezbel. they were bowling. didnt join them though. cosh they were already half way through. yepps. it would be awkward if ii had joined in all of a sudden aye ? yepps. had lunch there too. as they were busy bowling ,, we hardly even had time fer lunch. well ,, jjust made it actually. hehs. next ,, we went back to northland primary where we had our second round `` =D was bout 12.30 by then. yuppies. second round ,, ii played with a gurll from rgs. omgg ~ ii tell yoo ,, she`x damn damn damn blurr larh cans. she can even move illegal moves ! sheesh. and its nort only one time. burt many times ! second round was a rather easy win larhs. ii hardly thought. she jjust kept playing dumb moves. and ii was like ,, HUH ? =x okayiiehs ,, donte be sho nasty to her liaos. kekes. after that ,, went to safra again. to bowl. and guess what ? the stupid ball hurt my thumb even at first play ! arghhs. irritating. and obviously didnt play well at all fer the rest. wait ,, maybe its nort the rest. cosh the stinking ball hit my middle finger ! sandwiched it. grrs. ii loathe bowling. and besides ,, bowling reminds mie a devester. ohh ,, he`x my kor now. =D and thats a good thing aye ? it`ll be easier to forget him that way. nort literally. burt yeahhs. yoo get what ii mean ,, donte yoo ? then went back to northland primary school again fer third round. and gee ,, im in horrendous luck. ii was paired against suzanna sia ! rrahh. poor mie. gort thrashed ,, badly * hahas. she`x a damn good player larhs ,, cant help it. search her name on yahoo and yoo will get what ii mean. her brother`x quite nice too larhs. cosh that time he kinda taught mie some opening thingy. burt ,, urmms ,, couldnt remember it anymore. mwahahahas. after that ,, went home. and taah-daahs ! thats all folks. im off now. toodles. wish mie good luck fer tmrw ! `` =D and anyways ,, i`ve asked ange to help mie do my layout already. the background ii meant. yeppies. new layout coming up ! hopefully by end of this week ? off and gone now. *pooofs.

1st day of hols *

2005-03-15T12:10:00.000+06:30

*hellOs peepies !! `` =D

hmms ,, woke up arounds 9.30am todays. had to go back to school to hand iin 3 thiings -- term 1`x progress report sliip ,, chiinese workbook [whatever iits called iin chiinese lorhs] ,, cca fees. =D cosh ii forgort to hand em all iin on friiday. bleahs * iimma horrible student ,, yesh ii know. no need to elaborate liaos. hehs. anyways ,, ii reach school around 10+am bahhs. didnt go iin school uniiform though. hees ,, thank goodness no prefects booked miie ! =D and laoshii was darn niice to miie lorhs. when she saw that ii was iin ``outsiide clothiings`` she hurriied miie off iin case ii gort booked. woohoosh ! ands she didnt even scold miie. hahahs. ii expected a scoldiing from her lorhs. iits liike ,, she always scolds miie. ``wan jiing !! jiiang hua yu !!`` lolls. even ii can imitate her already larhs. =x after whiich ,, ii left school asap and headed towards orchard -- heeren ,, to meet devester. oh wells ,, met as a friiend only larhs. hahahs. took some neopriints together ,, had lunch ,, bought hiim a new wallet [donte rrly know tha rreal reason why ii did that. burt nevermiinds. he shall jjust take iit as a break-up pressie ? lol] and thats all larhs. practically did that and left orchard at 1pm. surprisingly ,, ii didnt have to waiit fer the bus fer ages larh. the 171 jjust came the moment ii reach the bus stop. hah. iim iin luck ? denchs went onliine ,, watched a korean show -- the cool guy. omgg. tell yoo arhs ,, that guy`x damn damn damn shuaii larhs can !! `` lurfe hiim truckloads man. hahahs. and the only reason ,, ii can thiink of ,, why ii watch the show countless tiimes iish cosh of that maiin actor ! bwahahahas. he rocks mans. x) burt ii detest the maiin actress. boo. ii wanna be the maiin actress larh. stupiid ladaye. take over mah position. okayiiehs ,, iim jjust kiddings. sheesh ,, * after thats ,, ii chatted wiith mummie a short while. and ii guess ii rrly gotta thiink bout what she saiid. she told miie that couples quarrel that often cosh they expect more from each other and they do actually care fer each other and want each other to be puurfect ! ii kiinda agree larhs. maybe thats why. burt anyways ,, iits over. ands ii doubt ii will patch. iif we are rrly fated together ,, we will get together. be iit twenty years down the road ! eee. by the tiime iim 30+ liiaos. cant giive biirth. shucks. =x riight now ,, ii suppose ii shall put my liife iin God`x hands. iim sure he will lead miie to the riight path ,, iim sure he will guiide miie ,, iim sure he knows whats best fer miie. yeppies. =D yoo know what ? each tiime ii say that ,, ii feel sho melodyONG-iish ! hahahs. seriiously. oh wells ,, thats all fer the first day of mah school holiidays ! by the way ,, ii have a competition tmrw. at northland priimary. pray rrly hard that mummie doesnt lose her way there kkays ? hahahs. kidding larhs. iim sure she wonte. even iif she does ,, sho be iit ! off nows. toodles. nitenites. ii need an early rrest ! whee !

its over *

2005-03-13T06:50:00.000+06:30

*hiie`x ! =D

hmms ,, lets see. ii woke up around 10am todays. and denchs went wiith mah parents to mah new house -- THE MARBELLA ! `` its hella rocks. though the rooms are obviiously shmaller dench my current room. burts nevermiinds larh ,, i`ll be haviing mah own bedroom. yeppies. went there ,, looked looked around. and the securiity system`x darndarn cool ! x) hees. iimagiine next tiime ii have guests ands they press my uniit. ii have a choiice of whether ii wanna let them iin or norts. mwahahhas. ands each card has access to only one floor kkays. damn damn cool. wheets. anyways ,, devester and ii are over. iits over. over. over. and devester ,, if yoo are readiing thiish ,, ii guess ii have to confess somethiing. ii lost the handphone thiingy we bought together yesterday. ii rrly lost it. my siide pocket had a hole. and ii didnt know untiil ii was frantiically searchiing fer that thiing. suppose thats jjust a siign to tell miie that iits over. its over. over. over. arghhs. ii feel horrible. iits as though a thousand knives have piierced through my heart. siighs* oh wells. denise ,, yoo jjust gotta get moviing wiith life. focus on yer studiies gurll. and slowly fiind yer priince charmiing. no rush gurll. =D cheer ups. iim off. goiing to suntec ciity. kushiin-bo ,, here ii come !! `` kekes. gonna celebrate mah grandfather`x and aunt`x biirthday. be heppii princess. sheesh ,, ii sound like some retarhd talkiing to herself. bleahs.

now presentiing ,, OVER ! by liindsay lohann.

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build em up again
So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..

whats the only problem now ? jjust gotta let mummie know. x)

urghs. x(

2005-03-11T09:40:00.000+06:30

*hie`x. =D

urghs. its frustrating. dumb fcuking friendster screwed and suspended my account again. and thiish tiime ,, its BOTH accounts. fcuk friendster larhs. nabeii. arghhs. pisses mie off ! dangs. anyways ,, ms goh`x new phrase ; yoo arh ,, ii thiink yoo should go to the DESERT and become a DESSERT. lolls. its damn lame larhs can. mans ,, ii told myself to cut down on my vulgarities. burt seems like iim addicted to it ? =x sheesh. oh wells. off nows. jjust updated due to boredom. bleahs.

top ? * hurhur.

2005-03-08T06:40:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

hmms ,, had class chapel today as the start. and as ii was feeling kiinda hiigh ,, ii sang. hahahs. usually ,, morning aiint a great tiime fer miie to siing. fer some reason or another. bleahs. burt anyhows ,, PRAISE THE LORD !! `` =D hees ,, * ii sound rrly christiany. how melody-iish ! lolls. followed on was physiics. urh ,, ms cheong was iin a rrly bad mood. she practiically scolded us fer half an hour due to tha horrendous qualiity of work we giive her. sheesh ,, ii thiink we rrly gort all tchers damn pissed. arghhs. 2t gurlls were all known to be horrible ! hahahs. and basiically half the class of 3b3 are ex-2tians ? teehees. mmms ,, after whiich was engliish ! we went to tha computer lab and apparently ,, iim workiing on a composition titled `dreams` and frankly ,, iim gonna wriite a rrly rrly sad story. manns. thats sho unliike mah work. gee ,, * anyways ,, after whiich was recess ! ms bong and ms goh treated us to iice-cream !! =D cosh we put iin loads of effort fer our game stall fer project iinkwell. and guess whats ,, ? our class managed to raiise the most amount of money ! whoopies ! kekes. erhhs ,, thens after recess came e mathematiics ! urghs. ii detest ms tang !! `` biiatch. she thiinks her teachiing style damn pro lorhs. teach alsho cannort teach still wanna be tcher. rahhs. my e mathematiics will 1oO% drop from A to F lorhs. hahahs. seriiously. pathetiic tcher. eeks. denchs after e mathematiics came liiterature ! haiiyarhs ,, we gort back our CA1 results duriing that periiod of tiime. thus ,, we couldnt concentrate fer liiterature. sheesh. ii did rrly badly. burt guess what ? I TOPPED THA CLASS ! hahahs. thats the funniest joke heard today. wheets * ii jjust triicked my mummie nort too long ago. iit was justiine`x silly iidea. lolls. all justine`x fault. iinfluence miie to be a bad gurll. =xxx and lastly ,, a mathematiics ! still thiink mrs ang rocks. okayiiehs ,, off and gones. ii wanna go chat lerhs. mwarhs*

bookfestival *

2005-03-06T08:30:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` =D

hmms ,, my school held a book festival cum fun fair thingy today ! and guess what ? our class did rather well ! maybe nort tha best ,, burt hopefully one of tha top few. most were all kiddies. hardly any teens. gees ,, * looking on tha bright side ,, ii suppose thats a good thing as we donte have to give too many gawd damn good prizes out. whoops ! =xxx urh. ii woke up preetty early today. and blahblahs. oh ,, by tha way ! ii won 3 body shop items thingy from my own stall ! mwahahahas. ii doubt anyone had that much. lalalas ~ hees ,, * helped some peeps get tha body shop thingy. and shermaine`x sista was bullying mie. pouts* sher ,, yoo sure do owe mie an apology ! hahahs. she kept pulling snakie away from mie larhs. evil gurll. tsktsk. burt at least she helped fer our stall. yays ! three cheers ! lolls. it started at about 10am though lots of us already started before that. and should have ended around 4pm. didnt stay on till the end as my legs could tolerate no more. ii was standing fer at least 7 hours. or even more. too tired already. hah. lazy nisenise. =xxx oh ! and ange did fer mie a face painting. here`x a picture of it ! kekes.

alrights. im off now. ii wanna watch whiite chiicks AGAIN. bleahs. toodles. off and gones. *pooofs.

coconutbowling *

2005-03-05T12:30:00.000+06:30

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hmms ,, jjust wanna say ;

PLEASE SUPPORT MY SCHOOL TOMORROW. WE WILL BE HAVING A SORT OF FUN FAIR FROM 10AM - 4PM ii thiink.

yepps. my class will be doing COCONUT BOWLING ! its at tha corner of tha science block kkays. MUST SUPPORT !! =D

off and gones. toodles.

o'levels *

2005-03-01T10:30:00.000+06:30

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hohoho. today`x tha realease of o'levels results ! guess what ? DEVESTER CHOO YUN MING GORT 9 POINTS ! grrs ,, unfair. ii want that number of poiints too ! ii wanna enter acjc ! whees ! hmms ,, my day asiide ,, lets talk bout tha o'levels thiingy. mmms ,, ii went together wiith melody and esther to tha secondary school hall where tha results where beiing released. and omg. there were tons of mixed emotiions there. wells ,, some were obviiously rrly happy whiile others were cryiing ! gees ,, * many had marks like 7 ,, 8 etc. hiighest was obviiously 6 poiints. achiieved by clarissa poh. omgg. she takes 11 subjects and gets 10 A1s ,, 1 A2 ! smart aleck. x) sheesh ,, ii can never do that. even wiith 8 subjects. slackerdoodile ! hees. and second hiighest was some other gurll who took 10 subjects and all 10 A1s. mann. its makiing miie rrly jealous ! lowest was ,, urmms ,, 2o plus larhs. burt iim sure none would go to ite. yeahhs. thats a good thiing. beams* ii bet i`ll do badly. mah studiies suck hardcore. urghs. according to mummie ,, my tuition tcher`x son had 7 poiints ! whoosh. thats damn damn damn hiigh !! (>o<)``* mambo maddness ! he must be abnormal. lolls. score until sho hiigh. piiangs. and my cousiin did preetty badly. burt thats needless to say ,, siince he`x iin normal acadamiic. no offence to hiim though. bleahs. okayiiehs ,, gotta go now. gotta physiics test tmr and ii have yet to study fer iit !! waaa.

SHE`x OFF AND GONE. *pooofs.

nightmare ,, ?

2005-02-25T06:40:00.000+06:30

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haiis ,, ii donch know if ii have written that ii have had a dream a couple of days ago regarding the 24th of february. however ,, couldnt remember a siingle tiny winy bitsie bout it other than the date of cosh. thens decided to jjust let tha date arrive and see what happens larh. xD true enough. somethiing rrly horrid did happen today. sigh * mum thiinks its cool that ii can fore-see tha future though. burt to miie ,, its way freaky. aww man. ii jjust came home around 3.45pm odd. and havent had lunch siince school ended at 2.o5pm. reason beiing that ,, JAMIE`S WALLET WAS STOLEN ! arghhs. and we all were made to stay back after school fer interrogatiion ,, etc. well ,, thankfully ,, wallet was found back. previious theft cases have alsho happened iin the earlier part of the year. nevermind bout that larhs. unhappy thiings asiide ! and now back to my day ! ii want tha limelight back. x= hahas. kiddings. hmms ,, we had literature as tha start of the day. and mah group was first to present on the task we were assigned to do. hmms ,, we surprisingly did a good presentation ! and even annabelle praiised us fer it. and jjustine was like ,, thanks * in a rather sarcastic tone though. lolls. anyhows ,, up next was a mathematiics. we went to tha computer lab to do tha online test ! yeppies. ii bet ii did badly. didnt know one question outta the ten. die. (>o<)``* errhs ,, then was geography electiive and we had another test. gees ,, tchers ,, =\\* geography test was okayiiehs. except fer one questiion again. hahas. yeppies. next was recess. and chinese followed on. chinese ,, urh. donch bother talkiing to miie bout iit. mah miind`s swiitched off ,, or rather zzz ,, duriing chinese classes. miind yoo ,, that only applies duriing chinese lessons kkays. iimma guaiikiia ! hurhur. ms tang took over chemiistry and gave us her periiod iinstead as msgoh didnt come. seriiously ,, ii missh msgoh. though she keeps scoldiing everyone. burt rrly ,, missh her. LOL`` mmm ,, e maths as okayiiehs ii should suppose ? and fer chemiistry ,, the wallet was beiing stolen. burt anyways ,, ii can testify that jjustine ,, melody and meryl didnt steal iit. and iim sure they can testify fer miie too ! ii mean ,, we were like doiing tha poster larhs. and we didnt move away at all. other than to borrow thiings like glue ,, scissors ,, scotch-tape ,, etc ! yeahhs. and that would only take less than 2 miinutes. please mans ,, how are we to get tha tiime ? sheesh. alriights ,, iim done wiith updatiing. toodles ! wonder what other thiings will actually happen today. hmms ,, * x) off and gone. *pooofs.

22o2o5 *

2005-02-23T09:15:00.000+06:30

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a nagging from devester choo thus updating. lolls. hmms ,, lets talk bout today ! had physics fer the first lesson ,, followed on by chinese ,, a mathematics ,, recess ,, chemistry ,, literature ,, free period ,, geography elective ,, lunch ,, chinese remedial. lets see ,, physics ,, ii was a lil' high. no ,, actually ,, it was all zhiwai`s fault ! =x she kept making mie laugh with all tha msgoh`s looks. and all those rubbishy rubbishy phrases she often uses. hahas. damn funny can. thens mscheong was rather amazed by us both. TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED. ii should suppose thats mscheong`s favourite quote now aye ? anyways ,, next was chiinese. hmm ,, carnt remember what we did. didnt pay any attentiion yoo see. burt accordiing to laoshii ,, she saiid that mg and ac have the worst chiinese ever. mwahahahas. and our oral examiinatiions can last till 6pm. from 2.3o pm miind yoo ! x) that should explain why mg has tons of failures every test. thank goodness ii donch fail chinese. whee ! even though im nort full chinese. oh wells ,, shrugs * a maths ,, haiis ,, gort back our test. ii did rrly badly. donch even talk to mie bout it please. recess. urmms ,, went with kelsie ! hahhas. thats the only day we go together. rest of tha days are ,, (>o<)``* thens chemistry ,, aww man. damn funny. ii always wanna laugh larhs. her words and behavior make mie wanna laugh. seriously. hahahs. oh ,, today ,, she told mie ; "go do some self analysis ,, donch everytime smile here ,, smile there" okayiiehs ,, ii didnt mean to smile 24//7 in her class. ii actually wanna LAUGH. lolls. burt cant larhs. then after school ,, kimberley was super funny ! burt kinda dirty at the same time ? she was like ,, self analysis and she pulled her blouse and looked down at her body. hah. msgoh`s weird larhs ,, carnt help it. hee. and next ,, free period. blah blah blah. donch wanna update liaos. too lazy. BLEAH !

iloveyou *

2005-02-19T10:10:00.000+06:30

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first and foremost ,, a note fer devester choo yun ming ! ; i love yoo baby. x) thanks fer everythiing today ! yeppies. espeicially tha candy floss. know what ? it hasnt melted yets ! a miracle ! hahahs. mmm ,, eating it now. jealous peeps ? know yoo are larhs. lolls. x= hmms ,, shall tell yoo peeps more on mah day later. im off now ! cyahs.

okayiiehs ,, im back ! x) to update and update and update ! yuppers. quacks. mummie`s jealous of mah roses. bwahahahas. x= quackies. hmms ,, lets see. on today ,, early iin tha morning had aerobics. and ii actually remembered that ii needed to briing mua p.e. attire. burt lazy miie jjust couldnt be bothered to briing. hahahas. iin tha end ,, stiinky msgoh made those who didnt briing hunt fer p.e. t-shiirts when practically the whole school iish participatiing iin the aerobics thang ? yeahhs. quiite difficult searchiing fer one at that tiime. thankfully ,, some secondary 4s brought extraa. xD otherwiise we would all have been dead by now ? loll. stupiid aerobiics thiingy took practically all of our engliish lesson. ii like msbong. seriious ! x) ahhh. donch feel like updating. shall end here. dones. hee. iim hungry ! havent had dinner. waaa.

music *

2005-02-18T13:00:00.000+06:30

tralalals. jjust came home from tha victoria concert hall. mans ,, thou shall conclude that denise definitely aint a musical kiinda person ! sheesh ,, nearly slept. zzz. was darrn boriing ! cellos and violins ? thats shiat. grrs. waste of money + waste of time = useless. x) yeppies. hahhas. anyways ,, a lil' bout mah day today. mmm ,, msgoh was damn funny can ! we were doiing electronic structure and ions kiinda thang. and as the bell already rang ,, and mstang wasnt here ,, she stood at tha door and continued her teachiing. wells ,, siince she gave us all a whole load of naggiing on makiing her wait ,, due to our stiinky laoshii holdiing up the class ,, she certainly couldnt make mstang wait and delay her lessons riight ? thats preetty obvious. any idiot would recognise that. okayiiehs ,, what happened was ,, she was askiing a questiion and she went "whats tha answer ? whats tha answer ? hurry up !!" and then she flagged her hand downwards and shouted "NEON !!" that wasnt all. she ran outta class 4 steps before mstang could even enter the class. and iin addition to makiing thiings even funnier ,, within 2-3 seconds ,, she dissappeared ! iim seriious ! despite tha fact that she has cancer. =\\* weiird aye she ? believe she has gone senile already ! hahhas. as fer other periiods ,, everythiings the same. nothiing special. hmms ,, and after school ,, we managed to persuade laoshii nort to have chinese remedial ! mwahahahs. and speakiing of that biiatch ,, she called mah house and angrily requested fer miie to answer the phone when ii wasnt around. dOrts. bet iim getting a scoldiing tmr. wahahahas. who giives a shiiat on her. carnt stand her. rrly iintolerable. diaOs. urh ,, went shopping wiith jjustine at harbourfront and took dinner there as well. xD dinner was fine ,, burt rice was way too much sho ii didnt finish it. ate at yoshinoya by the way. yeppies. what else ? took a cab to victoria concert hall fer wastiing tiime ? yeahhs. thats bout it larhs. off now. iits late ! toodles. *pooofs.

16o2o5 *

2005-02-17T09:50:00.000+06:30

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okayiiehs ,, nothiing speciial happened today. burt wells ,, after lunch ,, ii felt kiinda biimbotiic ? hmms ,, shall elaborate on iit later. yeppies. first and foremost ,, had p.e ! yikes. we had to learn how to play netball. iif ii havent miistaken ,, ii was ... urmms ,, shiiat ,, cant remember my role. urh ,, wing attack ? or was it goal attack ? oh wells ,, somethiing attack. thats all ii can remember. x= and jaciinth was supposedly guardiing miie. ii repeat ,, supposedly. hahahs. she practically couldnt be bothered at all. lolls. burt ii guess iit was to mua benefiit. sho yeahhs. whee ! anyhows ,, we lost. hahhas. 2-1. and yay ! ii scored that one goal. loll. burt who cares man. we still l o s t. gees ,, and came a mathematiics test whiich was frigging difficult. ii re-did questiion 2 already. and still had tha answer x=8. anyone happens to share that same answer ? cheriie thiinks its 4 though. hmms ,, burt upon calculatiing x as 4 ,, realised that the universal set has over-shot. still stickiing to x=8 as mah answer. iif yoo are iinterested to know how tha diagram looks like ,, read the next paragraph. otherwiise ,, jjust read the followiing paragraph kkays ? kayys. x=

3 groups ; nokia (n) ,, ericsson (e) ,, siemen (s). e iish a subset of n. number of only nokia phones = 10. number of intersection between all 3 groups = 5. let x be number of siemen phones only. and the universal set`s 40. whats x ?

and onto our next thiingy ! errh ,, chemiistry ! hahhas. we did titratiion. many had gotten a scolding ,, thank goodness ii wasnt one of em. or at least ,, ii doubt ii would consider myself as one of em ? hurhur. ohh ,, ii gotta compliment msgoh ! she let us off earlier today. x) to change and stuffies. yeahhs. msgoh rocks ! recess was up next ,, followed on by e mathematics ! oh man ,, ii begiin to dislike mstang. she thiinks she`s way too good. referiing to her teachiing style ,, whiich sucks !! x= its horrid. she`s way too childish. seriiously ,, she should go teach kiindergaten kidd0s. secondary3 level aiint her type. definitely a no-no ! she re-allocated us iinto groups as per usual. childish teachiing style. she even tried teachiing us by priimary school method. obviiously that gort us even more confused. sheesh. next was engliish ! went to conference room. mmm ,, was chilly yet niice. x) hahhas. yepps. and after that ,, we had lunch ! oh yesh ,, lunch ! bimbotic 6.2 gurlls. hahhas. had lunch wiith cheriie ,, victoriia ,, yvonne ,, tiffany ,, audrey [who later suddenly joiined our table ,, no iidea why though] ! yepps. and cheriie was pretendiing to be like msgoh. and she gave all sorts of msgoh`s nonsense. should have seen it ,, rrly made miie laugh like crazy. victoria was even worse. she laughed like there`s no tmr. saddistic laughter. whoopies ! heh. and thens ii went fer chess class while everyone else went fer theiir own ccas. yepps. thats bout all. stiinky daddiie forciing miie to go and have dinner. urghs. toodles ! mwarhs* ii missh mah baby. <3

15o2o5 *

2005-02-15T23:45:00.000+06:30

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hmms ,, today`s mah 8th month anniversary wiith devester ! yeppies ! hahhas. happy 8th month baby. x) ands ,, lets see. school was obviiously boriing. had basically fell asleep thoughout tha day ! wells ,, that excludes chemistry class. duhs ! ms goh`s way too strict. aww man ,, friedster`s down AGAIN. siighs. no iidea whats wrong wiith it. shrugs* anyways ,, hmms ,, gort scolded by ms goh. sheesh. stupiid. grrs. and jessie had an even worse one. zhiwai too. and celestine too. gees ,, scolding freak. x= whoopies. urhs ,, we were let off kiinda early cosh we had a secondary3 heritage tour headiing fer changii chapel museum ,, as well as changii beach. hmms ,, we lost our way upon goiing to changii beach. well ,, actually it wasnt us who lost our way. was the stiinky driiver who looked liike a retarhded ex ahbeng. hees. thats what many saiid too kkays. iim nort tha only one ! ands we spent lil' tiime at changii beach due to our ,, lateness ? hahahs. donch know what word to put iin. horrendous engwriish. x= urmms ,, we actually have been to changii chapel museum before ,, though apparently some peeps say we havent ? hmms ,, weiirds. okiiesh. iim off now. toodles ! arghhs ,, there`s amaths test tmr. hope ii have minimum careless mistakes man ! gees ,,

valentines *

2005-02-15T06:00:00.000+06:30

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its VALENTINE`S DAY peeps ! wheets. and man ,, poor miie ,, ii donch even getta go out wiith mah dearie. x( siighs. thanks to ,, urghs. nevermiinds ! shall nort say ,, only gets on mah nerves. grumbles* oh wells ,, cheer up swiit. yoo gort yoor swiits to accompany yoo ! hurhur. why am ii talking to mahself ? im mad ; insane ; crazy. thats why. gees ,, collected loads and loads of chocolates and swiits `` =D yummy wummy ! and iim eiither gonna put on lotsa weiight or get diabetes. maybe even both ! sheesh. hahhas. oh wells ,, heppii valentiine`s day to everyone ! lurfe yaas. <3 shall end here. off and gones ! *pooofs. oh yeahhs ,, forgort to add iin that ms bong had us all to do an assignment iin paiirs. ii obviiously did wiith jjustine. and we chose to do a poem over a dinner menu. x) here`s tha poem. sounds kiinda dumb ii know ,, some may like iit ,, some may nort. well ,, at least melody thiinks its quiite kyoote ? ;

doubt thou that fire is red,
doubt thou that the sun is orange,
doubt thou that the stars are yellow,
doubt thou that the trees are green,
doubt thou that the sea is blue,
doubt thou that the sky is indigo,
doubt thou that the flowers are violet,
but never doubt i love thee.

okayiiehs ,, ii changed tha last part. makiing iit sound a lil' more profound. x) hehs. ands if yoo donch understand tha poem ,, donch hesistate to ask fer the meaning if yoo are curiious to fiind out that iish. am aware that some are definitely not the lierature typa peeps. yepppies. off now. rrly off.

heppii-together *

2005-02-13T05:00:00.000+06:30

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okayiiehs ,, jjust to let all know ,, we are back together ! =D ii<3him. as always. oh wells ,, ii jjust wanna thank those who had encouraged miie and supported miie through thiish short periiod of tiime ,, namingly ,, johan korkor ,, regiina muii ,, matthew korkor ,, miie twinnie - xiiaodaii ,, ruru jiejie ,, karen jie ,, yufang jiejie ,, liza jiejie ,, cherie ,, justine ,, etc. too many to name ! x) okayiiehs ,, if ii misshed out any ,, do let miie know kkays ! riight now ,, im busy ! conclusion ; im off. toodles ! mwarhs*

i sorry. x(

2005-02-12T06:10:00.000+06:30

*hiie. hmms ,, thiish will jjust be one of mah saddest entry ever. as some of yoo miight have already known ,, ii have already broken up wiith devester. siigh. iim sorry baby. ii rrly do love yoo. burt ii jjust cant ,, yeahhs. yoo know what ii mean. ii couldnt zzz well at all last niight. iin fact ,, ii had damn lil sleep. haiis ,, and ii cant believe ii actually criied. omgg. who iin tha world would believe that ? dunno larhs ,, fiirst tiime ii actually criied after breakiing up. feels kiinda weiird. burt at least ii do know that iim nort heartless after all ! lolls. anyways ,, upon walking up the short slope whiich leads to mah house ,, tha song "too lost iin yoo" by sugababes jjust ran through my miind. ii rrly have no iidea why. burt yepps. here it goes ! =D

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flawing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me(No one can rescue me)
Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep),
I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you(Too lost in you)

alrights. im off now. and to devester ,, if yoo are readiing thiish ,, ii jjust want yoo to know that yoo will have a place iin my heart no matter what. i`ll cheriish the memories we created together. ii love yoo. okayiiehs ,, someone tell miie im dumb. iim cryiing again. lolls. stupiid denise off. =]

heppii new yearr *

2005-02-10T11:00:00.000+06:30

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heppii new yearr to all !! whees ! ii woke up shupparrh early today mans. at bout 7am. thens left home and rushed to mua uncle`s house fer morning gambling !! x= bwahahahas. thats sho rubbishy. burt nevermiinds. oh wells ,, lost one buck. sheesh. anyways ,, we gambled fer at least an hour before headiing off to visit others ! yipeees. mah hongbao !! bleahs. went to visit mah mother`s siide fiirst ,, then father`s. =D omgg. one of tha aunties from miie daddie`s siide forgort who ii am ! burt many say ii look different. prettier ? ahem* and that ladaye ,, who iish mua grandma`s sister ,, thought that ii was mah cousiin`s gf ! lolls. what a joke. burt anyways ,, we left kiinda early ,, to avoiid -her- and her family ? nahhs ,, nort her family. urh ,, thens came home ,, had a breakk and then came dinner tiime ! had a 'partaye' at tha functiion room below miie condominium there. x) yeppies. had buffet. yummies. and when ii waved to two uncles ,, my relatives ,, they couldnt recognise miie man !! (>o<)``* thens ii went ,, oh shiiat ,, am ii waviing to tha wrong person ? lolls. and when ii entered tha functiion room ,, everyone jjust turned around and stared at miie. omgg. ii felt kiinda paiiseh. x= guess ii changed lots siince last year ? hurhur. why iish iit that ii disagree ? hmms. okayiiehs ,, iim off to gamble now. toodles ! ii wanna dddrrriiinnnkkk.

new year`s eve _*

2005-02-09T01:20:00.000+06:30

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mans ,, iits considered as one of tha latest tiime ii have ever updated at yeahhs ? oh wells ,, went out wiith mah baby today. had a rrly great time. ilu+ baby. mwarhs* <3 went to tiong bahru plaza. hmms ,, tricked jacinth today. mwahahahas. told her im goiing orchard. otherwiise those kpo peepO will follow us to tiong bahru. x= bleahs. my apologies to jacinth ! hee. anyways ,, today`s chinese new year celebration was like bed tiime to miie. borriing ,, duhh ! its chinese ! hellO ! if iit aiint ,, ii must be running a damn hiigh fever. wahahahas. thens went to kiing albert park together wiith jjustine where we met sowie !! x= she rocks man. heh. lurfe hooking pinkies wiith her. whoops. and thens went out wiith hiim* ,, watched a movie - seoul raiders. great show ! go catch it ! =D thens we act smart seh ,, thiinkiing that we had lotsa tiime [1hr] ,, we went down to harbourfront. and iin addition ,, had to rush thru lunch. how brilliant aye ? sheesh. and thens came home ,, blahblahs. thens went to grandma`s house. fer dinner ! =D ii ate lots and lots of abalone. bleahs. iit was yummy ! kekes. and drank quiite alort of red wiine. though wasnt drunk ,, duh. shared a glass wiith mummiie and shared another glass wiith mua cousiin ! and man ,, he was damn mean larh. cosh he drank most of it. x( and left miie wiith lil. urghs. ii hardly driink kkays. stupiid idert. oh wells. thens went to uncle`s house where we gambled !! mwahahahas. horrible kiid ii am ,, yesh ,, whatever. ii gamble ,, ii driink. that would be tha worst kiinda guy man. o.O addicted ones of cosh. lolls. won a couple of bucks. was losiing at first. burt won at tha last part. whee ! alriights. its enough fer today`s entry. should be rather okayiiehs iin terms of length yeahhs ? cyahs ! mwarrhs* heppii chinese new year all ! remember to giive miie red packet kkays ? bleah. off. and gone. *pooofs.

new handphone *

2005-02-06T11:15:00.000+06:30

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ii jjust came home. had a splendid day today. hmms ,, allow miie to jjust giive yoo a brief iintroductiion of iit. aiint gonna be a long entry cosh iim rrly sleepy today ! mann ,, iimagining haviing only 7half hours of sleep and haviing tuitiion early iin tha morning. (>o<)``* one word ; pathetic ! bleahs. ands after chiinese tuition ,, ii went to westmall. the siingtel hellO ! shop iish there marhs. yeppies. traded iin mua 61oo fer a 623o !! =D iit hella rocks. ii <3 x=" urhs">o<)``* went wiith parents and granny. ii <3 miie granny !! popo !! wo ai nii !! lolls. she`s been takiing care of miie siince ii was a baby. mannn. alriights. shall end here. sleepy ! yawns* toodles. OFF.

happybirthdaypopo !

2005-02-05T12:45:00.000+06:30

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first and foremost ,,

happy birthday popo !

okayiiehs ,, its dumb ,, ii know. cosh mah granny cant see. burt ,, whatever ! today has been a preetty iinteresting day fer miie ii would say ? mann ,, 2 peeps asked miie out today. go fer coffee ,, go orchard ,, go clubbing ! everything ! burt tha questiion iish ,, how can ii club when iim only 14 ? sneak iin ? nahhs ,, ii aint tha stereotype baddie. and tha most interesting part was that a stranger ,, named Sam ,, asked miie to ditch devester and go stead with him ! hurhur. would ii do that ? HELL NO. and ohmygosh !! `` obs iish over ! how cool. ii seriously carnt wait to go back to school ! ii <3 schooling ! ohh ,, another funny thang. ii rrly donch understand whats wrong wiith today. ii happen to know a gurll jjust yesterday. and today ,, she saiid her MALE cousiin wants to do a striptease iin front of the webcam to let miie see. ii was like ,, NO. then she saiid her female cousiins wants to do tha same. ii was like ,, wth ? yeahhs ,, weiird day today. whatever. im off. toodles. i <3 breakstuff by limpbizkit ! x)

o3o2o5___*

2005-02-04T03:00:00.000+06:30

oh mans ,, ii havent been blogging lately. awws. burt anyways ,, here ii am !! =DDD` hmms ,, jjust letting yoo peeps know iim still alive ! yeshyesh. ands urmms ,, praying that those iin obs wouldnt have sandfly bites ! yepps. these few days have been rrly boriing fer miie man. play play play ~ play until siian lerhs `` x= ii jjust piicked mah new year clothes. decided to wear tha blue butterfly off-shoulder top wiith mua dorothy perkin`s skirt !! (^o^)" ii lurfe that skirt. whee ! iim off. fer lunch`` toodles ! mwarrhs*

the marbella *

2005-01-30T03:45:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` xD

princessdenise iish back ! bwahahahas.
anyways ,, i`ll be having a 1week holiday.
bleahs ~ jealous marhs ? xDDD`
while mua friends are haviing obs ! heh.
poor em. will be here praying fer yoo peeps !
hope yoo wonch get much sandfly bites ,, etc.

mans ~ ii went to mah new condo yesterday.
quiite preetty ii would say ! x) kekes.
burt nort that purfect. oh wells. shurgs*
hmms. my baby went too ! wheets.
plus mummie ,, plus daddie ,, ands grandparents.
urmms. after looking and looking and looking ,,
we went fer dinner ! xD different routes of cosh.
yepps. thats bout iit larhs. nothiing special.
erh. yarhs. shall end here ! too laziie lerhs ~ x=

mwarhs ~ iim off. and gones. *pooofs.

shopping time *

2005-01-29T19:39:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` xD

okays ,, yoo peeps must be thiinkiing iim rrly bored. burt apparently ,, iim nort that bored. jjust wanna update sho that ii can remember what ii did ,, blahblahs. hmms. went to metro @ paragon earlier on and bought 3 off-shoulder tops from topshop + 1 mini denim skirt from dorothy perkiins. all 3 blouses chosen by princessdenise herself. xD and the skirt was picked by daddie. and omg ~ it was tha last skirt on the shelf ! thank goodness size was just riight. yipees ! while mummie bought lesser. xP only 2 tops from topshop. kekes. we both lurfe topshop ! iit hella rocks worh. ermms. then had dinner wiith mummie`s side @ lei garden. xD tha outlet @ orchard itself. yummy yummy. x) food was good as usual ! yepps. shall end here. apparently testimonial chatting on friiendster wiith jiaying. thens later going to watch tv lerhs ~ toodles all. shall bid yoo all adieu ! oh ,, whatever tha spelling. x) hees. im off. and gones. *pooofs.

cheriOoreO *

2005-01-27T08:30:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` xD

wow whee ! cherie ! yoor tha HOT TOPIC fer mah entry today ! whoots ~ better be thankful okays ! wells ,, yoo see ,, today we shall talk bout cherie ! burt first and foremost ,, kiindly allow miie* to tell my own story fer today before we head off fer her gossips. hahahs. x)

wednesdays. eew. ii dread goiing to school on wednesdays ,, seriiously. gort stupiid p.e. whiich after whiich yoo stiink like shiiat. x= and there iish ae mathematiics ,, 1half hours of chemiistry ands englishh ! yepps. doesnt sound that bad burt 3 periiods of chem + stupiid p.e. whiich makes us all stiink ,, urmm. yoo rrly gotta consiider twiice man. sheesh.

fiirst periiod of tha day ! p.e. hurhur. how exciting huh ? burt thankfully ,, today`s p.e. aiint like other any other day`s p.e. ! xD yipees ! wanna know why ? cosh mrs elainechan didnt come to school today. bwahahahas. serve that old meaniie riight. x= ii kiinda detest her. hmms. ii wiish p.e. was longer. oh wells. we ran our usual 2 rounds thens did some stretchiing ,, played captaiin`s ball thens came MONKEY ! followed on by poiisonball and jacob`s ladderr. x) mann. captaiin`s ball kiinda sucked. cosh we werent iin tha mood to play that game. ii mean ,, we had already played that game last week. gees ,, and monkey ! hahahs. poor zhiwai. jaciinth and ii sabotaged her ! on purpose. wahahahas. x= burt when zhiwai becomes monkey ,, game becomes more funn ~ heh. urh. poiisonball ,, basically tha whole class played it together. and thats what that made iit funner [word stolen from sowie ,, as if there iish sucha word] ! x) and as fer jacob`s ladder ,, ii didnt play. cosh that game sucks. ii donch like iit. sho bohliao derhs.

alrights. enough of p.e. came a mathematics ! yayees ! urh. mrs joyceang clarrified some stupiid question and thats all ii could remember fer that lesson. x= kekes. wasnt payiing much attentiion. bleah. chemistry ? went to tha lab ! to do titration. whatever tha spelling. burt anyways ,, tha experiiment was fun fun ! hees. burt lotsa peeps gort scolded. cosh they did a teeny weeny bitsie mistake ! and poor meryl ,, she gort scolded an ahmah. omgg ~ tha ahmah calling tha ahmah !! x= ermms ,, e mathematics ?! wells ,, we had a test ! hahas. burt ii couldnt be bothered to study. oops. english was fine though. at least ii learnt somethiing even though ii seriiously detest comprehensiions. >o< they are boriing ! they are stupiid. eee.

and now. OUR HOTEST TOPIC ; missy cherie chuaa !! xDDD` mmm. ii was haviing lunch wiith cheriie ,, ange ,, chariis ,, melissa ,, ands mahak. definitely nort mah usual gang. anyways ,, as ii said ,, hot topic was cherie. obviiously whole conversatiion was on cherie and elbert ! hahahs. wells ,, one part was damn funny. chariis was teasiing cherie on tha elby thang and then cheriie started blabberiing and blabberiing practically non-stop. thens ii saiid "cherie ,, cool down larrhs. donch need to be sho excited !!" and after whiich ,, chariis teased her more ! hah. another part was when cheriie saiid "no !! ii never steaded wiith samuel daviid tan and ii never steaded wiith a.j. !!" oops. how bout elby ? steadiing wiith hiim now arh ? xD LOL. cherie`s gonna be sho pissed when she sees thiish.

after thats ,, ii went fer mua cca. coach was seriiously darn darn darn boriing ! mann. ii could have fallen asleep duriing hiish class !! zzz. dia0. stupiid tcher. sho lousy. burt thank goodness he iish only a temporary coach ! xD yay ! cosh ms asya couldnt make iit today and mr minh went back to vietnam. anyways ,, will be haviing ms asya till mr minh iish back ~ whoohoo ! tons better than that whatever hiish name iish !! x=

okie dokes. shall end here. mwarhs ~
* baby ,, ii misshed yoo loads. >o<

chemistry tcher *

2005-01-26T11:35:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` xD

msgoh rrly amuses both justine and ii.

as we had nothiing much to do duriing our free periiod today ,, and partially cosh tha both of us where kiinda high ,, we started imitating msgoh ! hahahs. x= was damn funny can. we did stuffies like ,,

(x). [scenario ; we saw melody dozing off as we were obviously aware that she was dead tiired] melody arh ,, melody arh ,, yoo are iin yoor own world. concentrate please ,, concentrate please !! – and thens we said somethiing else too ,, burt ii carnt remember what iit iish lerhs ~ guess melody would remember. x=

(x). [in msgoh`s style of speaking] we must try and get smarter and smarter each day ,, otherwise we are useless people already larh. burt when we are rrly smart one day ,, must be humble ,, must be humble !! LOL. she`s even funnier iif yoo actually hear her saying that mans. sheesh. gkgoh lives up to her name !

(x). [similar to tha above * scenario ; justine and ii were iin tha canteen buying lunch first while melody and meryl were at tha bookshop] ii told justine ; justine arh ,, justine arh ,, yoo must be humblee ~ later donch boast to melody and meryl bout yoo buying yoor food first ! x=

(x). [on another tcher – secondary 2 tcher ,, mrs e-lee] justine`s damn popular fer dragging her words right ? lolls. and seriously ,, come to think of iit ,, all science tchers are funny and eccentric. thens when asked why by meryl ,, ii said that science tchers drink chemicals as replacement fer water marrhs ~ lolls. and thats bullshiiat. x= oh. iin case yoo didnt know ,, mrs e-lee drags her words like thiish ; ccllaasss memberrrs ,, ii need yoor uunndiiviideddd attteeenntiiionnn. heh. zhiwai`s another popular one fer mrs e-lee sample number 2 ! x)

alrights. gotta go ,, need to type tha script thang fer mua groupie`s literature assignment. >o< sheesh. homework. off and gone. *pooofs.

24o1o5 *

2005-01-25T06:10:00.000+06:30

*hell0s !! `` xD

its a monday ! wow whee ! time flies rrly fast. its like ,, 3days and off yoor public holiday + weekend goes. sheesh. ii wanna slacckk !! >o< x=" no">o<>only one who actually dares to jump. tha rest are just like ,, daidai sit down there derhs. how unlike cherie. we should jump fer our heavenly father ! xD okays ,, ii sound rrly christiany christiany. burt thats nort mah poiint anyways ! thats reminds miie* of melody. true blue christian.

wells ,, had physics after whiich. urmms. ii shall nort rub too much bout that. ii bet iim gonna get more scoldiing tmr. believe iit or nort ,, ii forgort to hand up mah homework fer 2weeks ! >o<>o<>stickers from another group. omgg ~

what follows up would be literature ! xDDD` yays ! ii lurfe literature ! seriously. no joke. iit hella rocks man. and guess what ? ms kunalan brought us all down to tha ground floor of the new sciience block and we basiically had our lessons there ! iindeed very fascinating at fiirst ,, burt certaiinly nort when we found out how dirty + dusty tha place was ! eee. even mah legs were damn itchy can.

next up was a mathematics ! x) yay ! mrsang rocks my socks. ii lurfe tha way she teaches ! wiith much patience ,, ii hope ii getta A fer a mathematics. whee ! oh wells. shall nort have too much high hopes yets. >o<>
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2005-01-22T11:00:00.000+06:30

mmm. sucha pity that diaryland aint working now. >o< that should explain why iim usiing blogspot right now. hmm. burt thinking positively ,, guess its kiinda good too ,, fer ii can learn how to use blogspot. instead of diaryland ,, diaryland ,, diaryland. anyways. ii had a rrly great day yesterday. updated already iin diaryland. burt yoo know ,, stupid diaryland. sheesh. ii went towning with mah brother + him.* yesterday. went to watch elektraa !! omgg ~ that show rocks mans. kekes. and thens ,, took neopriints ,, played arcade ,, ands have lunch. after whiich ,, went home fer stupiid chinese tuition. bleah. chinese sucks larh. okies. shall end here. gotta go finish up mua homework ! havent done a siingle teeny weeny bitsie yets ! mwarrhs* lurfe yoo all.

im off. and gone. *pooof.